so much for walking around barefoot

Well, so much for walking around barefoot. I stepped on a bee and got stung. Ow.

I'm home alone now, waiting for the neighbour boy to come stealing.

I could have sworn I heard my brother crying. I dunno if it was just hallucination or he actually did cry somewhere near the house.

some things that some people experience mentally, I go through physically

Oh dear. Yesterday was such a drama day.
First the whole familylooked for my mother's man's syrup and never found it. Then we started planning the payback to the neighbour boy for stealing.
Then we couldn't find the key to the sauna/garage (they're the same building). Then the whole family was looking for the key. I worried I might have left the thing somewhere myself cause I went to sauna in the morning to find a cap. But it turned out my brother had left it upstairs.
He just doesn't know how to lie. At first he said he hasn't been to the garage but if he did go there he'd leave the key in our house. Then he said he cannot remember whether he's been in the garage or not. Then he said he just opened the door and then locked it but he didn't go to the garage (the point wasn't really about using the garage, it was about whether he touched the key). And then he proceeded to say contradictive things. Anyway, I was glad I hadn't lost or misplaced the key.

Yeah, so I went to Tartu yesterday. And I guess I had known it all along but never really acknowledged it - some things that some people experience mentally and emotionally, I go through physically. So basically, any emotion I feel, it shows physically, mostly through my stomach and nausea.

I can torture and scare him

So we're planning on catching the neighbour boy in the act.
We discovered my mother's man's syrup was gone and while the parents were working and I was in Tartu my brother went swimming and didn't lock the door cause he couldn't find a key and we have a feeling the neighbour boy has been in again.
So tomorrow, the parents will be at work and my brother will go and hang out with the boy and tell him he needs to go to the shop cause he was left home alone and has to buy food. And then he'll ride off.
And hopefully the kid will come in and I'll catch him. Oh god if I do!
My mother told me to go straight over to his mother and make a scene but I'll just keep the boy in our house and won't let him leave til my mother gets home and gives him a bollocking.
That way I can torture  and scare him and make him wait for even bigger giving out than I'm gonna give him.

Creepy!

Heh, something weird happened yesterday. :D
I was in the kitchen making a peanut butter sandwhich, I was alone.
Then as I walked out, when I was just stepping out the kitchen, the microwave oven beeped.
It beeps a few times when it stops heating up something and when you don't take it out immediately it does one beep after every minute or so. And I heard one beep. I immediately thought my brother had something in there and had left it. I turned around and went back. It all happened really quickly so I know no one else had been in the kitchen while I was there making sandwhiches and when I left the kitchen for a couple of seconds.
I walked over to the oven to get whatever was in there and I saw that the microvawe oven's door was open and there was nothing inside. Freaked me out!
I just got off the phone with my mum and I asked her if the thing makes noise when the door is left open and she said no, it doesn't do anything at all when the door is open, for safety reasons.
Creepy!

It's so fundamentally itself

Ugh.
So I don't know what the deal is but I've been insanely drowsy the past few days.
I'm thinking it could be the weather cause it's been mostly raining.
Then I'm thinking it could be Cipralex.
But I've lost a whole lot of weight, I weigh less than 55 kg at the minute so I'm thinking it could be the Mirtazapin I take in the evening. Cause I've had this before, that when I lose weight the Mirtazapin really kicks in and makes me weak and drowsy during the day.
The weight issue is really starting to worry me, I know it's summer and I swim and move more, ride the bike to Tartu and sweat more but I also eat less and I'm thinking it's catching up with me. And when I start looking underweight I might go to hospital as the doctor said and I don't want that. And then I'm thinking maybe I feel so weak cause I cannot eat properly, although it seems I can eat better than say a week ago.
Health business aside, I started watching Home Improvement. I just gotta say this show has the best damn pilot I've ever seen. It's so fundamentally itself. It's refreshing to see such a strong yet seemingly effortless pilot. I've obviously seen the show before on TV so I know how true to the show the first episode is, the storyline, characters, mood, , humour, everything.