Weird!

Oh my god. Kevin McHale said his family is from county Mayo, Ireland.
My first ever and only Irish boyfriend was from county Mayo. Plus his star sign was Gemini aswell. :D
Weird!

Oh and other than that,my laptop broke, I have a stomach bug and Donna's gone. She was so scared to go she literally came and sat on my lap so that the others couldn't take her away.
When I get my laptop working and feel better I'll add pics.

Sorries and thank Yous

Sorries and thank Yous.
Sincerely.
Scared.

Well. I didn't get into college. It's okay.

Well. I didn't get into college. It's okay.
But I gotta find some random course now or just an activity for the academic year.
And I will try to do my secondary school leaving cert again next year.

Jaysas, dog people!

Wow. So I was just made sure of my hate towards dogs.
Seriously... I went on this dog forum and the people are such smartasses it's unreal. It's even worse than the girls on my forum. They're like Jehova's witnesses, like "If you don't like dogs, we're gonna tar'n'feather you". Okay, I'm the one who went there but still. And one of the mods was like super snarky about someone's comment on wanting to delete their user cause other had been bitches to them. Yeah, so the mod was a snarky biotch and the regular members' comments were snarky aswell.
Jaysas, dog people!

I went there to findout why Donna rolls around on dead animals and I get such lectures of how a person like me is not suppose to have a dog and they were all so fucking eager to take her away from me. Sorry, bitches, Donna stays with me, not-a-dog-person who has brains and will never be with one of you crazy smartass dog people.

it's pretty much everything I believe in, it's pretty much everything I do not do

So I've been bored out of my mind lately.
There is nothing to do in the garden, the lawn is mowed and it's too hot out to bike to Tartu.
Ughghh, I can't be arsed to be on the net or play the sims.
Been reading a few books and I got an idea.
Well... I've had the idea ever since I was like 17.
I thought I'd become religious. I'll try it out, maybe it turns out okay. It's gonna be super hard cause... well since it's pretty much everything I believe in, it's pretty much everything I do not do.
I will have to educate myself some more before I'll properly call myself religious. I told my mother about it yesterday and she rolled her eyes and said in a warning tone "You're not gonna be a crazy Jehova's witness now are you?".
Well, no. Nothing to do with Christianity since all that is mindless fairytale and false morals, plus denying anything natural and humane.
I'm more into something that is based on facts and science. And since I've read secondary school chemistry books and they state very obviously that energy makes the littlest electrons "vibrate" then that's what I believe in. And I've heard from my dotctor that my anxiety is caused by the disorder of electrical connection between nerve cells in my brain...so that's also energy. I will be properly learning about working with energy.
Plus, the religion highly worships goddesses, hence I changed my blog's name.

Yeah... what got me writing today is the fact that there was an article about abortion. I will for ever and ever disapprove of abortion. And it appalls me that people say the growing baby is just a piece of mindless tissue and it's no big deal removing it. Wow, I can't even!
Yeah and they always start accusing you, a pro lifer, of supporting rape. Um... well, if a woman can do whatever the fuck she wants with her body then why can't a man? He decides to pleasure his body and hurt the woman, when a woman decides to live a carefree life and kill her baby. Totally the same thing and they are so blind they don't see it. And while I'm at it, I'd like to mention that I wouldn't call a female who supports abortion a woman cause... she simply isn't one. A woman would be ready to kill anyone who is a threat to her child's life, not be ready to kill her baby to live an irresponsible life herself.
While I support anything womanly I do not accept the state of mind that women are above nature. Yes, they are above men, but not nature.
Pregnancy just is a way people come to be and removing such a living thing at any state is murder. End of.
Yeah, I said a few words there... where the article is but I just cannot be around this stupidity and evil. I mean, I didn't even get mad or anything, I just left when the killers started acting like broken records. It's so lame and sadof them to say stuff like, "I am woman, no one can tell me what to do with my body". God, how immature!? When you are pregnant your body is not your body, it's a living space for a new life. And fine if you wanna be the only one in your body, okay. But when you decide to kill a growing human being, you are a murderer. It's a simple, true fact.
In any other condition it would be okay to consider only the woman but pregnancy is not the woman's health condition, she is sharing her body with someone else and if you cannot accept it, you're not a woman.

 TS28/07/2011