so many things I need and want

Gah, there are so many things I need and want. Like, material things.
A bell for my bike
A helmet
Perfume
New pair of trousers/jeans
Sims 3 Seasons
And as of today, a bonsai tree
http://seraphica.tumblr.com/post/31528434419/just-a-few-of-the-captivating-bonsai-from-the

Hmh, that's not actually that much but... I even have the money but don't have the motivation to go out and get them, plus I also don't have the courage (anxiety blah blah blah).

Glee The New Rachel review

When I first heard the Call Me Maybe version I thought it was absolutely horrible but it sounded good on the show. I liked Heather's bit the most (probably cause she is the most autotuned singer out of them all). The "new" guy...er was it Wade? He sounds good aswell.

Okay the girl who sang with Rachel was kinda boring.

establishing once again

So here I am freaking out trying to study for the test tomorrow when the workmen outside my window are having the most ridiculous conversation ever. They're like grown men and they talk about orange peel skin, gynecologist and smelling. Whatever, dudes, but thanks for establishing once again that men are idiots.

Oh and yesterday I had a bike collision with a little boy. He rode into me but luckily no one was hurt. I was so worried an angry mother would pop out out of nowhere and have a go at me.

Yeaaahhh...onto studying again!

I just can't exist!

Blub blub blub! Why oh why do I have this anxiety and nausea during classes!? Went to the doctor today and she said there's nothing she can do either. I wanna go to university, not deal with this stupid illness! If I cannot adjust to uni, then I sure cannot adjust to a new job. So what the fuck am I supposed to do!? I just can't exist! It's so hard to find anything positive in each day. I mean the seminar was fun today but I couldn't fully enjoy it cause of nausea. Well I bought ginger pills so hopefully they'll help me.

severely invading

Bollocks! Have major anxiety and it's severely invading my uni life.