hopefully it'll bring relief

Oh my god! What is this stupid nausea that I have!? It's so annoying. I cannot be in any position, it all makes me feel super sick. :s I've been taking Cerucal and it doesn't really help. Ughhhhhhh!!!!!
The good thing is, I had a great laugh with my mother today. She's always messing up words and it's so funny. :)
Plus when I got to Melliste today, I got to mow the lawn I didn't get to do on Monday. Was super stoked cause of that. :)
Yehh, there's good stuff happening but it's hard to enjoy it with this nausea. I didn't tell my mother I felt sick but she was like "why are you so fidgety?". She dfinitely noticed I was different. I'll take a bigger dose of Olansapin today, hopefully it'll bring relief.
Oh another bad thing is...my internet sort of stops respondng after a while and the browser doesn't open or load pages. Ugh, I hope it's cause I'm in the country not because of my crappy latop or internet provider.

Yeah and I can upload pics to my blog again. Yay! Here's one I took tonight.

I know I'm fat fuck

Oh yesssss! Just got off the phone with my mum. She said she bought a block of cherry beer. Yummmmm! I wanna go there right now! There's two types of cherry beer and they're both so yummy. I hope it won't make me feel sick. I drank cider a while ago and it made me tipsy and sickly. Ughh...

Yeah... this year it's gonna be good St John's Eve. Apparently the family isn't going anywhere cause of the rainy weather so I won't be alone again.

Oh and here's another pic of my mug, think it's from 2013:

I know I'm  fat fuck. ;)
Or maybe not so much anymore. I've lost about 5 kilos. Weigh about 71 kilos at the moment.

I'd go whereever

Okay now... what the hell is going on!? I could literally sleep all day. I woke up at six pm today. Yeah, I got up and saw the shrink at 12 but still.
Yeah and mother rang me and told me to get a job by the end of the month. I hope so. She was fighting with someone at work. I hope she won't quit and still gets to go to China in October. And she said it's all a big question mark since now they're not talking China anymore but Europe, And mother said she's not interested in Europe. Hell, if my health was fine and I was about to get a free trip I'd go whereever.

Yeah and on my way home from the shrink I went to a couple of shops. Bought rum balls:

Yummm!

best damn feeling

Ahh...meant to post about it looooong time ago but apparently didn't. I just LOVE it when my naked feet hit the sheets. It's the best damn feeling in the world. Dunno what happened today but I woke up at four pm and went back to sleep at 5, slept til 8pm.
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And it snowed today!
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some original piece

So I came to town today... on monday like. I didn't plan to.
I was meant to mow the last bit of lawn today but it's been pissing out like crazy. Luckily around five o'clock it stopped so I came to town. Lembit repaired my bike breaks, dunno how long they'll last like that. Think the problem is the...elongated break wire. It's some original piece that cannot be replaced with some random wire. I hope it'll last a while. Til I get a job, cause then I can pay for the repairs myself if needed.
Yeah and I did very good this weekend. Mother praised me for the job I did. She even said she'll buy me a silver shampoo for my blonde hair. It's rather expensive but I really don't want to have yellow hair.

Oh and it's raining now. I feel like going for a walk in the rain with my boyfriend. Yeah I don't have a boyfriend. Not sure I want one. I have quite a few candidates though.