Am I blonde yet?

Oh my... I'm frying meat for the family. If I fuck up it's not my fault. Mother will be home late from work today so I'm preparing meat for her. Garghhh, the oil is splashing all over the place. Especially on my hands!
Oh and as I said in my previous post, I dyed my hair yesterday:

Am I blonde yet? :D It actually looks less yellow than it was before. But it's definitely not as light as I want it to be.

This day sucks so much

This day sucks so much. While my mother was dying my hair I got really bad anxiety and it still hasn't subsided. *grunt*
Stupid receptors in my brain that aren't working properly!
It might be cause of the shitty weather we're having today. Mother had pains in her ribcage for the most of the day.
Yeah I'm starting to watch Friends from the beginning again. Hopefully Rachel won't piss me off again. I'm just looking for a fun thing to watch to take my mind off anxiety and to cheer me up.

I don't give a fuck

Man, I hate this whole gay pride business. If it makes a homophobe I don't give a fuck. You can be gay and a normal person. You don't have to be fucking preachy about it. Nobody gives a fuck who you're with, you're not that important or special.

insatiable craving

Oh my goddess! I'm craving sugar so badly right now! I could eat a whole cake factory. I already had these sweet crispy bread thingies but I crave more. It's this insatiable craving. Oh and, no jinx, my nausea just randomly disappeared about two days ago. Whatever body, as long as you're working normally.

I dunno what to eat or drink

Oh my god I'm so tired! I didn't get to sleep enough last night. So because of that I had a sort of a headache for half day. Took a painkiller. Worked.
Then I've felt nauseous for about 5 days. Took pills for that aswell, didn't really work. I think I have IBS. I mean... I must have it. It just feels super weird, like my insides just enlarge and my belly is about to burst. I dunno what set it off though. Yeah I dunno what to eat or drink to settle my tum.

Yeah...and as I stated I'm super tired. We stacked logs with mother all day, then I trimmed the hedge. My feet/legs are killing me. Might go to sleep earlier tonight. Or maybe I'll go and sleep in my brother's tent. He's going to his friends house tonight so....yeah.