Sucks

Well, this summer has been weird. It's been mostly cold and rainy. And when we had warm weather, it was too hot and humid. No normal dry heat.
It's raining right now... and I gotta go to work in half an hour. Sucks.

the middle of nowhere

Oh my god, what a day it was. Was at my mum's over the weekend. Which reminds me, now it's the sad time of the year where I can't go to mum's place after work on fridays cause it's too dark.
Anyway... so I came back to town today from mum's place. Yeah my bike's tyre went flat before Luunja and I fucking had to walk to Tartu which to my house is about 14 kilometres. I started coming from mum's house around two and got home right before five on bike it takes me about an hour and 40 minutes). Ate cottage cheese and then rushed to the bike shop to get the tyre changed. Then went to work.
Shit, the backs of my knees were killing me.
I'm alright now though.
It's the second time my bike breaks down in the middle of nowhere.

it's something I can do

So I went to see Finding Dory today. I survived! Things didn't go that smoothly though. My brother's a proper chowderhead.
Like for about a week I've been telling him the film was shown in Ekraan cinema. I told him so many times that let's meet at 12 outside the cinema cause the film starts at 12:15.
So today, when I was already watching the film my brother rings me and asks what time the film starts (the film had been on for almost half an hour already). I asked him where he was and he said Tasku (where the cinema Cinamon is at). Like fuck! How the hell did he forget the place and time!? I had been going on about to him for days.
Anyway, he and his gf showed up and we watched the film.

Man I didn't get anxiety at all. I mean I took Diazepam drops but still. I really wanna go see something at the cinema again! Too bad it's so expensive. But at least now I know it's something I can do.

all Ireland-y

So living in Ireland was all fine and dandy, except the health care system. And now it looks like my shrink stuff is becoming all Ireland-y. The communication and consideration sucks BIG TIME! Plus they're scamming me to get me pay loads of money for nothing. I fucking HATE it.
Will have to go and see the doc on the 10th to get my benefits sorted. Ugh thank god I don't have to go there more often. Like today I got a call from there and they were like "yeah the consultation is 50 euros". Like, bitch no! I've gone to my shrink for YEARS. I know how much it is. And it definitely ISN'T 50 euros. It's five! And then they just HAD to remind me that I have to pay 20 euros for the time I CANCELLED my appointment. Like fuck on. I'm not paying for it. I don't give a shit.

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I hope I'll last

Yay! So as of now I'll be going to the cinema with Lauri on saturday. We're going to see Finding Dory. The only crappy part is, it'll be in estonian and 3D. I hope I'll last in the cinema with my anxiety. :)