I'll be good

Ahhh! I better get my pension on friday cause I wanna go see Sausage Party on saturday. I was gonna go with the bro and his chick but he fell ill and the film is on at 8 in the evening so he couldn't come from the countryside anyway.
Ahhhh! I'm so excited! I felt so victorious at the cinema the last time when I went to see Dory. I wanna make this a monthly thing now.
I mean I'm gonna illegally download those films anyway cause I like watching stuff over and over but...ahhh.
I am a little worried about the film being shown so late though but I will take my pills or Valium and I'll be good I hope. :)

it's evening and I don't like it

Ugh it's evening and I don't like it. The last two nights at mum's have been terrible. I dunno if it's insomnia or whatever but I keep waking up feeling sick several times during the night. I've only slept for about 4 hours in the last two days.
I hope tonight I can sleep cause I really don't wanna go back on Mirtazapiin.

change the station

I work at a shop as a janitor. And they play Sky Plus in it cause the stuff they sell has ads on that radio. And I do enjoy listening to music when cleaning. But I think I gotta stop listening to the radio. Like I only work like two hours a day and I'm fucking sick of the songs they play! The just keep repeating the same ones over and over.
I'm at my mum's now and my brother's playing the radio. I thought at work okay maybe they only play those songs at this time but now I'm here and they play exactly the same songs! Oh god! I told my brother to change the station.

They're... crazy bitches

So there used to be a saying about men "All the good ones are taken".
Then I think it turned into "All the cute ones are gay".
And now I find myself saying "All the cute and good ones are single but fathers". And I don't want no baby daddy. I really don't care what his relationship is like with the kid or the mother, just N! O! If a woman  has a baby she thinks she owns the dude who fucked her and got her pregnant for all of eternity for all of his possessions, emotional, physical, material, mental, whatever. I don't wanna deal with those crazy bitches. They're... crazy bitches.

I've HAD ENOUGH

Okay, I really need a new place to live. Ilme is driving me insane!! Every morning I get up the first thing, THE FIRST THING, she says is "are you going to the store?", implying she wants something from there, or "will you go to the basement?", implying she wants something from there or wants me to drop something off there, or "will you go to Asta's place real quick?", again to get something or drop something off.
I've HAD ENOUGH!!! Like I can't even have a man over without her giving out to me and then she has the audacity to want stuff from me!?!?! Like bitch no!!!
I couldn't give less fucks about her fucking thank yous even if I tried.
I want to leave her in a state of dispear when I leave. She's so fucking controlling and bossy, she won't survive without me. I doubt she will find someone to run errands for her cause other people might not be a s fucking tolerant as me.