eating carrots and turnips and drinking sauerkraut juice

That moment when you buy a kohlrabi and carrot mix and you discover the kohlrabi is turnip. And it tastes gross. What happened to turnip? Why is it so gross tasting all of a sudden? The two veges used to taste the same!

But anyway, I'm eating carrots and turnips and drinking sauerkraut juice. Will probably get diarrhea.

Also, just emailed my GP and asked for iron and vitamin D test plus to check if I had a cold/virus.

going on three weeks now

Okay I dunno if I have a cold still or if I'm withdrawing.
I'll go back on my regular mirtazapine dosage and see what happens. Eventhough I started feeling crappy before I started weening off. I just cannot handle feeling like this any longer. I'm done. I'm going on three weeks now. This is bullshit.

Oh I had my liver package test done. One thing came back a little higher than normal. Will do another test in a few weeks time but apparently it's very sensitive anyway but doesn't necessarily show inflammation or anything.
And will contact my GP to ask to check if I have a virus or something. I dunno what's going on.

Build Me Up Buttercup

Omg, I had recorded myself calling into a radio station and request a song for women's day for my mum. It was Build Me Up Buttercup, McFly/Busted's cover. *facepalm*

Also the other recording I sound dead. I feel so bad for the host. He's trying so hard to get me to talk. I guess I just called to get the song not chat. I distinctly remember a time when I called in and I was told to stay online, they were gonna put me on air and I said I don't want to.

the music isn't helping

So I'm trying to find this one voice recording of myself.
So I've been listening to my old tapes. My ears are literally fucking dying from this crappy usic I used to listen to when I was in my teens. It's just so shit. My head feels so bad. I mean it could still be the cold too but the music isn't helping.

Not entirely but

So I woke up this morning. Was home alone as per usual. Didn't talk to anyone for a few hours then called mum. And was like, "What the shit!?" My voice is gone. :D Not entirely but I sound fucking weird.
I don't get it though. My throat has been sore for a about a minute on several days over the week. So for a very little time. I'm so surprised as to why my voice is gone cause I hardly feel a problem with that area.
Dunno if I have to go to work or not. Just sent an email.