Feeling like I'm in charge doesn't feel too bad yet

So I have a bit of a soap opera going on.
I'm kind of on a break with my bf.
Ugh, hate all this hullabaloo.
Anyway, for a while, I want to feel like I'm single.
And I'm glad things are moderately civil between me and the bf.
Came over yesterday and had a little chat.
Was okay, but from now on, I'll pretend I'm single.
Even for a little while.

Other than that, maybe I already blogged about it, but I made a lovely dinner the other day.
I mean I cooked.
Again!
You can get four beef burgers for three euro.
That's a bargain!
So I fried those.
Added one grated red pepper, one grated er...yellow? onion (not the red one anyway), two crushed gloves of garlic and some mushrooms.
Plus salt, pepper, stakehouse seasoning/pepper, sweet paprika powder and BBQ seasoning.
Cooked mashed potatoes with barley to go with it.

Have to think of what to cook for dinner tonight.
Might go with chicken.
Have to leave the house in a minute, well once I get my hair dried and myself dressed.
Have to buy food and get the Social Welfare cert from the doctor and bring it over to the SW office.

Oh and I've really put the acting thing off.
Mostly cause I can't afford to go to any auditions or courses.
But I'm not throwing the thought out of my head just yet.

Alright, I'm off.

Parton Power

Shit happens

Eugh, having the worst chicken soup.

Well, well...the weather is nice.

I guess I could have spent a lovely day with my bf, but shit happens.

Will go out on my own.

Be miserable in the sun.

Laters.

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In addition:
Get this, I have a candle on the windowsill and the sun is so hot today it has melted the wax.
It could be be in the sun, getting a tan!
It's a bit chilly wind wise.

What if no one will ever measure up

Uhhh...

So today's the day.

Thought of the unthinkable.

Started the waterworks and had to come clean.

I feel so so so bad it's...bad.

Scared now.

Thinking what if I'll be thinking, "Now what?"

"What if no one will ever measure up?"

Never ever did I think I'd be the one saying something as horrible.

I am very ungrateful.

Yes, I am a bitch.

And I too hope I will have a nice life.

I am very, very, very sorry.
My loss 100%.

R :*

Six sexy seconds

 Squee! (I'd totally buy the DVD and CD if I had the money!)

How good is Lea Michele?

2:41 - 2:47 Seeeexxxaaaay

Okay, today I have to get the pics taken and sent.
Hollywood, here I come. :D