Placebo

So today was a bit of a weird day.

Wasn't so cool about travelling.

Still freaked out a bit but it's okay cause I got lots of stuff done.

I'm officially unemployed now.

And I opened a bank account.

Don't these two things go together so damn well!?

And I wasted my dad's money.

Got a few new things.

Jeans:

Ma father kept saying that they're too tight, but meh... I know they're tight enough to make my bubble butt look flat but I still like them.

Runners:

I love the beige/brown colour and the woolly texture.

Shoes:

They're kinda weird. I normally don't like anything with a heel unless it's a stiletto, but I love these. They're super comfy. I wish the colour was more brownish or greenish or khaki.

Oh and while I'm all excited about new clothes, I went to the flea market with my stepmum and we got a few things there aswell.

These corduroy trousers:

They are dark brown.

And I also got this corduroy jacket:

It's kind of greenish.

I put the two cords together. I'm not gonna wear the black shirt with them cause it just doesn't look right.

Some of my clothes are still somehwere I dunno where in Estonia.

I sent a suitcase of my clothes with people who drove to the country and I haven't heard from them ever since.

I told my mum to ring them yesterday but dunno whether she did or not.

Yeahh... got a few more things but I'm most happy about them few.

Oh and I saw the psychologist today.

Was interesting.

Found out that I was a victim of placebo.

That means that when I was feeling nauseous and asked for pills for relief they gave me ""pills for nausea relief".

As far as I know I was just given some random pills that had nothing to do with relieving nausea.

I m definitely not happy about such thing and when they thought they were getting me then in reality I got them. I knew doctors were a scam.

an exam in Math

Did a little pedicure.

Haven't panited my nails in ages so looks crap.

Will have to travel tomorrow.

Ugh.

Hopefully I won't freak out.

Seeing the psychologist and hopefully get a few other things done.

That's about it.

Nothing else has been going on.

Oh I might not take an exam in Math next year cause I realised I've forgotten everything and it looks too hard to learn.

A Mcfly post

Home alone today.

Hm, might actually watch the film later on.

Was working in the garden for a bit.

Weeding the cherry tree bed.

Came home for 19:45 to see America's Next Top Model.

Then the damn TV wouldn't show the channel.

Ugh.

Rang the local school today and asked for grinds.

Had to leave my name and contact details and the headmaster or someone like that will get back to me.

Hopefully next week. Don't wanna leave it til too late.

Been googling a lot.

Mostly Kevin, but some Mcfly too.

This is what I found:

Credit goes to whoever uploaded the pics. I found them while googling.

Ermm....woah, racy!

Men are so damn selfish though.

Why do photos like that for gay men and not for women?!

I'm well surprised by Tom's body though. How muscly!?

And I don't understand all this whining about Mcfly's new sound.

Party Girl is a totally cool song.

That's a really noticeable progress.

God, they cannot be stuck in Wonderland for the rest of their career.

This new song is one of the few songs I've actually listened to and really liked.

Before I was just interested in the band cause I thought Danny was hot.

Oh dear.

I didn't mean to make this a Mcfly post but that's how it came out I guess.

My point is that the song is very good and I might actually buy the new album.

A little about air

• There's 15 tons of air weighing each of us down. We can't feel it cause of the pressure inside of our bodies.

• A human inhales about 11000 litres of air in 24 hour's time.

• Air consists of 78,1 % nitrogen, 20, 9 % oxygen, 0,9 % argon, carbon dioxide, hydrogen, helium, neon, krypton and other gases.

• In one year's time, 577 billion tons of water passes through the atmosphere.

• The massive energy of a hurricane or a typhoon is equivalent to the energy that is released in (estimately) 500 000 atomic explosions.

Taken from the book Maakera loodusjõudude kütkes by A. Muranov

being dependant

So, all of my plans are messed up cause of my health.
All I know is that I will be retaking my final exams in spring.
I will be contacting the local school to see if I can start seeing some of the teachers.
I'm thinking of taking an exam in maths.
I really need to start working on it now to understand it cause I hardly passed it in my school days.

I might look for a part time job.
Just to get me out of the house and socialise.

And I'm thinking of joining badminton practice.

Will see how all that goes.

I just feel a bit bad being dependant on my parents.