being dependant

So, all of my plans are messed up cause of my health.
All I know is that I will be retaking my final exams in spring.
I will be contacting the local school to see if I can start seeing some of the teachers.
I'm thinking of taking an exam in maths.
I really need to start working on it now to understand it cause I hardly passed it in my school days.

I might look for a part time job.
Just to get me out of the house and socialise.

And I'm thinking of joining badminton practice.

Will see how all that goes.

I just feel a bit bad being dependant on my parents.