Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Think somebody had a baby. No?

Whoop! Got Sims 3 working on my laptop!
With Ambitions and all.
So that's a really positive thing about today.

The bad thing is I'm late for my periods.
I'm definitely not pregnant, but I don't understand what the hold up is.
Normally August is the month when everything womanly in me gets messed up, but in a way that I have two periods a month.
Now I don't have any at all.

Just got home from working in garden.
I'm so unfit it's unreal.
I only harvested beetroot and I'm so tired.
Legs are shaky and back is sore.

Ooh, ooh and it's the first of September tomorrow.
I'm getting a bit nervous about school and all.
Hope all goes well.

Yeah I'm off to play the Sims now.
Have to read my own sims blog to follow up.
Think somebody had a baby.  No?

Papa don't preach!

Gah.
Last night my father started preaching. Or whatever you call it.
I swear, he talks to me like I'm 15 or something.

I told him I wasn't listening to him and that I was busy on my laptop.
Then he was like, "Oh, do you want me to take it away from you to make you listen?!"
Like, what the fuck?

I'm nearly twenty-fucking-five!!!

I swear!!!
And the preaching started cause I had one dirty plate on the table.
Like, me and my stepmum are the only ones washing the dishes so...
I don't leave my dirty stuff lying around, I was just busy on my new laptop to wash the damn plate straight away.
And then my father started saying how I live my life all wrong and that things start to go wrong when I do small things like leaving dirty dishes behind, like when I do small things wrong.
I mean like what the fuck?

And I was like, "I'm not gonna jump and run around just as soon as you tell me to do stuff".
Then he was like, "No, you're gonna do stuff when I tell you do to stuff."

I swear!!!

I told him to get over the plate and think of what he's saying.
I'm never gonna listen to someone who thinks they're word is the word.
And there is no way I'm listening to a preaching parent at twenty five.

God damn, I swear!

Oh and when he said I live my life wrong I was like just because I don't live my life his way doesn't mean I'm living my life wrong. And then he said something something, blah blah blah. I just blanked it. (Was busy on my laptop, as I said)

He's so darn bossy it's unreal.
I've never lived with a man like that.
I've never had to follow a man's orders so... it's gonna be difficult.

Oh and like I said me and my stepmum are the only ones doing the dishes.
My stepmum cleans the house and is totally taken for granted.
If this is my father's way of living life the right way, then the more reasons I have not to listen to him.
And, damn, next time I won't wash his darn plate.
Wash it yourself, papa.
Live life the right way, when the small things need to be done the right way.
Clean the damn plate and house!

Gah, unreal, like!

Plus, he came into my room and he got cold cause the window was open.
He closed it and said I will get cold.
I mean like, if I get cold I will close the window.
I had just opened it cause I wanted fresh air.
And,  then bam! when he is cold everyone in the damn apartment is cold.

Monday, August 30, 2010

teens and the even smaller ones

So, had a bit of drama today again.
I just hate travelling.
Anyways, got my early birthday present - a laptop.
Was ten grand.
Just have to get internet on it now.
I'm quite sure I can play Sims on it so... woohoo!

Was in garden.
Gathered some potatoes and cleaned onions.
Had to come home early cause started feeling a bit poorly.
Feel like I'm coming down with a cold.

Oh and I'm going off of one of my antidepressants.
Have to take only half the dosage.
Oh and in addition to biology and math exam, I'm also taking geography one.

Yeah...so.. this is my last week "off".
Will be going to school like the teens and the even smaller ones.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

Riding a bike is fun and healthy

I rode a bike the other day.
Hadn't done it in years.
And now I think everybody should use bikes instead of cars, buses and trains.
Riding a bike is fun and healthy.

On monday and tuesday though I'm gonna have to travel by car.
Really not looking forward to that.

Oh and dunno if I mentioned it but my mother visited me the other day.
She gave me 5 grand for a computer.
Said it's her birthday gift to me.
A bit early.
She said she'll come visit me on my birthday, but is giving me the present now.
So when I have to travel on monday and tuesday I'll have a look at computers aswell.

Today looks nice for a change.
Not grim and rainy.
Might go down to the garden again.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

School business sorted

Yesterday was a great day.
Spent most of it creating a new look for my forum.
I was getting really into it.
Even asked my stepmom how it looked and if I should change anything.
I'm just really excited about it.
Want to finish it and put it out there for the girls.

And I got my school business sorted.
I will be attending this normal school.
Like, I will go to a few classes with this 12th year.
I dunno, maybe I'm doing it all very wrong but I decided to take an exam in maths.
So, I will join the 12th year in maths class.
And in biology.
These two are quite certain at the minute.
I hope I don't feel to out of place.
I mean, I'm like 24 and the others are like 17 - 19. 
Thank god I look so young. About 18. Max. :D

Other than that I will be busy with my forum and gardening.
There's quite a bit left to do with the forum and lots of weeding in the garden.