unfortunately

So I thought I was pregnant from the doofus who pretty much raped me. Not that I want his child but I would have loved to be pregnant and have a baby. Well I gotta say it, unfortunately, I'm not preggers.
Damn, I already planned out how I'd tell my mother the news and shit.
It'll happen when it's the right time, if it happens at all. Guess there are better ways and times to get and be pregnant.

Life has been pretty normal. Work and rest, work and rest. Spending my weekends at my mother's.

Will go out now to read my Wicca book. The weather is quite nice for a change.

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Congrats to me

So I successfully finished my first week on the job! Woohoo! Congrats to me for sticking it out, with my anxiety and all.
At mother's house.

so pampered...yet not well

I feel so pampered...yet not well. My feet are absolutely killing me. But I got to take a shower, rub some gel on my feet and put soft socks on.
Ahh...work. Tomorrow's my last day this week. Mother here I come!

Ahh...work. Can't wait for it to be weekend!

Ahh...work. Can't wait for it to be weekend! :D
It's not too bad actually but I haven't visited my mother's house in ages. Friday, right after work I'll go down there and enjoy my very first official days off from work. Well, I hope I'll last til friday. Anxiety hasn't been too bad so I should be good.
I'll take my camera with me tomorrow and take some pics of the cherry trees I'm working on. Not that there's anything beautiful but still...

in a greenhouse all day

Oh dear goddess. Yesterday I had my very first day at my new workplace. Was in a greenhouse all day cleaning up cherry trees. I was literally dead by the end of my work day and was too tired to blog.
I was just dozing off til I properly fell asleep.
Had a bit of a fever aswell and felt crappy so I didn't go in today. Ugh, I wish I was rid of this flu already.