Sickness and sick people FREAK ME OUT!

Okay, I'm still at my mother's place. It's pissin out and I don't wanna ride my bike in a weather like this.
Plus my brother's sleeping downstairs which makes me uncomfortable. I dunno if he's just sleepy or sick. Sickness and sick people FREAK ME OUT! I hope he's just sleepy cause of the weather or cause he went to bed too late last night/got up too early this morning.

Am I blonde yet?

Oh my... I'm frying meat for the family. If I fuck up it's not my fault. Mother will be home late from work today so I'm preparing meat for her. Garghhh, the oil is splashing all over the place. Especially on my hands!
Oh and as I said in my previous post, I dyed my hair yesterday:

Am I blonde yet? :D It actually looks less yellow than it was before. But it's definitely not as light as I want it to be.

This day sucks so much

This day sucks so much. While my mother was dying my hair I got really bad anxiety and it still hasn't subsided. *grunt*
Stupid receptors in my brain that aren't working properly!
It might be cause of the shitty weather we're having today. Mother had pains in her ribcage for the most of the day.
Yeah I'm starting to watch Friends from the beginning again. Hopefully Rachel won't piss me off again. I'm just looking for a fun thing to watch to take my mind off anxiety and to cheer me up.

I don't give a fuck

Man, I hate this whole gay pride business. If it makes a homophobe I don't give a fuck. You can be gay and a normal person. You don't have to be fucking preachy about it. Nobody gives a fuck who you're with, you're not that important or special.

insatiable craving

Oh my goddess! I'm craving sugar so badly right now! I could eat a whole cake factory. I already had these sweet crispy bread thingies but I crave more. It's this insatiable craving. Oh and, no jinx, my nausea just randomly disappeared about two days ago. Whatever body, as long as you're working normally.