baby steps

someone to love and care for

Okay, since I'm a choosy ass bitch and can't find a boyfriend I decided to get a pet. I want a hamster or a guinea pig. Will try to ring up some places tomorrow for prices. I just need someone to love and care for.

small nose

Ha! Mum made me laugh out loud today. She said I have a small nose!!!! I laughed. It's the first time someone has said anything like it. My nose is fucking huge okay!? And I'm okay with it. I just told her my face has got fat that's why my nose doesn't seem as big as before. Oh dear...

Where's my money!?

Shit! It's the 15th which means it's my payday. Where's my money!? I've waited so long to find out how much I'll get paid and now I don't even get paid at all.

Yeah and I bought lottery. I better win this shit.

Anyway, yes it's friday!!! I get to go to mum's house again. Hopefully it won't rain.

young dicks

Ugh I wish I had it in me to get fit. Just read an article of how this overweight dude got in shape within a short amount of time. Like, motivation, where the fuck are you!? I wish it would hit me in the feels when someone commented on my weight. I just don't give a single, tiniest fuck about what anyone thinks. Even my own opinion isn't strong enough of a factor. Maybe cause I don't think I'm that fat yet. Ugh, I could do like sit ups. Like hundreds of them and go jogging, even around the house but....yeaaaaahhh, I'm too lazy. Again, not being depressed about my weight. Just annoyed. And only thinking about it cause I saw the article.

Yeah and I've been into Matthew Santoro these past couple of days. I hope he doesn't take over my Michael Clifford obsession. I like fancying young dicks.