Everytime

lol just came to my blog randomly and saw last night's post. Fuck! I knew it! I knew I'd feel sick. Everytime, EVERYTIME, I feel sleepy early I KNOW if I go to sleep I'll feel sick. And I did. It's just how my body is, makes me feel sleepy and sick at the same time. Tonight should be okay though, it's almost 6am.

been feeling sleepy since 2:45am

Okay, I've been feeling sleepy since 2:45am. Am too scared to go to bed this early, for me, cause I just know I'll wake up in a couple of hours feeling unimaginably sick.

for real, today I did talk to him

So I dunno, have mixed feelings about today. I kinda found out my crush's name. Not too sure what it is. I FBd him and not sure if it's him or not. Like all cute guys look like him so it's hard to tell.
Plus, for real, today I did talk to him. I asked him if it was okay to leave my bin bags inside if the big bin outside is full. And he said if there's no other place to put them it was okay to leave them inside and that they'd take them out when they could. Also he said there was some sort of a control thingy today so they put my trashbag into some other bin. Yay! I talked to him! I looked like a potato but whatever. When don't I look like a potato, though!?
Yeah and then my co worker who cleans the garage part asked him for his name. She said "Someone wants to know" when he asked "Why". Shit I hope he doesn't realize it's me.

I ate a tomato today

Okay, a little update. Didn't take my iron pill yesterday or today. Headaches are gone. Fuck! How crazy are those pills!? Never had any issues like that before. Maybe they've changed the dosage of the pill ingredients. Doctor said to take them pills every other day, not every day. Will wait a week to be completely sure the headaches were caused by iron. Have to ring my GP again then, dunno when to go for a check up again.
Was just thinking about what to eat for iron cause as I said liver and beet won't cut it. They're too gross for me. There's one liver sauce I like but the shop that sells it is across the bridge, on the other side of the town. And the last time I had it, was the time when I had that glorious diarrhea for the two days I had the sauce. Dunno if it was cause of the sauce or something else but I'm thinking yes, it was the liver. I'd give it a go now but the weather is far too cold to go so far on the bike. Maybe in the summer. Or spring when it's nice out and I actually wanna go out cause it's so beautiful and awesome. :)
Yeah as I was thinking about food just now, I remembered a dream I had recently. It was of my mum telling me how they cook beef. Like, she was telling it in a way like we or I had never had beef. She was saying how the beef is left really rare and it's bleeding and shit. And I started lamenting, "I ONLY EAT FULLY COOKED MEAT!!" Weird.
But... I ate a tomato today! :D There's iron in it right!?

Stoner

Yeah, I find the fishies at work so cute. They're always eating pebbles and spitting them out. They did it a lot today but everytime I went over to film, they started swimming around and looking at me instead. I only caught one fish, spitting one pebble but sometimes they seem to take a whole mouthful.