It hit me a couple of days ago and earlier today but here it is, hitting me again.

Fuck. It just hit me again. It hit me a couple of days ago and earlier today but here it is, hitting me again. It's already august! That means autumn is on it's way, which is actually fine but that means winter is almost here! That's most definitely not fine!!! I so so so love the time we have now, okay maybe it's too hot, but I love how I can go outside in skimpy/short/tiny clothes. I hate packing myself in. And then I'll have trouble with moving around again on my bike. Ugh! Who likes winter anyways!?
Yeah...when it hit me earlier today, it was when I was eating this sweet apple. We have this apple tree which grows really really sweet apples. I don't ever really eat apples or even like them but I like these ones. When I was eating it I could smell it's...smell. And it reminded me of autumn and of how we rake all the rotten apples together that are laying on the ground.

Yeah and I'm thinking of deleting my Facebook page. Those "friends" I have there aren't really my friends. They're just people I used to know. Some people's behaviour really pisses me off on there.

Oh and I have this new lad... He's 20. Will be going to uni in Tartu this year.