Naturally

Started feeling kind of icky last night so...when my man came over nothing really happened.

So I felt like blah because of it.

Anyway, this whole thing is kind of doing my head in at the minute, so I don't want to think about it. Whatever.

Visited a friend today. She's on Facebook.

I had an account aswell, but deleted it. Don't like it.

Anyway, some people I know had signed up there and were on my friend's friend list.

God, I am just so jealous of this one little rat that was on the list.

He's like a super clever person, like...naturally. :D

He never even has to study for anything, he's just naturally intelligent.

And because he's such a genius he got to go to China as an exchange student.

How unfairly lucky?

Not only is he super clever, he also gets to travel to such a far away and amazing destination.

Yeah then me and my friend went for a walk and we were both complaining about us not working.

Okay I'm thinking if I'm not as clever as someone who gets to have fun trips then I just have to work hard enough to reach that level. Have to balance my hard work with their natural knowledge and the ability to process and remember everything.

I know I can only do as good as my personal boundaries allow but...you know, I want the goodies.

Who says I cannot have them, I'm not saying that and I'd definitely not set my boundaries somewhere where the good stuff in unreachable.

Going to doctor tomorrow, so I'm gonna tell him what's what and hopefully will sort something out about my health.

Loadsa gibberish but ever so often I feel like I'm not good enough for anything or anyone.

It's not because I have low self esteem, I'm just not good enough for people and things.

Well, mostly I'm not good enough for myself and then the rest follow.

I want a proper education and a job.

I'll clean it up later, dude.

The Formans' basement

Hyde: That was probably our second-best potato chip war ever.

Red: (coming down the stairs) What the hell?!

Kelso: We'll clean it up later, dude

  Fez and Kelso's apartment

 

Kitty: ...remember, you are a guest in these kids' home. Just like they've been a guest in our home for years.

Red: Yeah. I'm a guest. Just like they've been guests in my house. (grabs a bowl of crisps, sits on couch, changes the channel on TV)

Fez: Hey, that was my programme.

Red: Yeah, that's a bummer! (pours out the crisps on to the couch) Oops!
Kelso: What kind of animal just dumps food on someone's couch?

Red: I'll clean it up later, dude.

My Valentine's day

So yeah, was the big day then.

Started as usually. Got a really good sleep. Deep one and long enough.

Didn't feel too sick or anything.

Boyfriend rang around half 2, wanted to collect me and go up to his house.

Anyway, he was over by 4.

We stayed at my place, cause I don't want to go anywhere before I know what is wrong with me.

So I know I won't be feeling sick anywhere and if I do then I can take a pill that will make me feel good.

So we stayed at my place and watched a film, Madagascar 2.

Ordered a delivery, Thai food, number 24 - mine mild with chicken and prawns, his was spicy, plus spring rolls for me.

Oh and just for the record 'today' and 'yesterday' caused me pains.

So for some time during the evening I had pains in lower tummy aswell as in lower back.

Oh and in some previous post I said I had burning nips, well I told my boyfriend aswell.

Said, "...it was an allergic reaction to shower gel."

Boyfriend, "Did you throw it out?"

Me, "No, I just don't wash my nipples. Wash around them." :D

I explained that I cannot waste my money by throwing stuff out.

Anyway, then we watched Family Guy on DVD. I got mindlessly bored.

I don't like watching TV!!

Plus the logs in the fireplace were filling the room with smoke and terrible smell.

Made me dizzy.

Came upstairs, to my room, filed nails, went back downstairs, then came upstairs with boyfriend.

Were on internet for a while.

Then I read unicorn and tarot cards to my man.

He was half asleep though.

Anyway, he went to sleep properly and I started to write my blog.

- He got me a card for the day. And chocolates. Ha! I was absolutely craving for something sweet last night.

I didn't get him anything though.

- Although, Katriona came into the sitting room when we were watching family guy and handed us Avon mag.

It had the rub-and-sniff pages and I found a fragrance I want to get for my bf. I asked him if he'd wear it, he said yes. It was a scent for women, so hopefully it'll be as nice for men.

- Oh and before Katriona walked in I had fallen asleep on the couch. Boyfriend said he can always tell when I've fallen asleep without actually knowing if I'm asleep or not. He said that I always start twitching when I'm asleep. :D

- He also said that I liked 'light' flowers, not roses or red flowers.

Ha! He got that wrong! I only like blue flowers! Well, I don't like roses or red flowers, he got that right.

- Geoffrey Oryema is just so good! The boyfriend said he liked his music aswell.

Ye ye ye!

Films and lyrics

Watched Adventureland yesterday.

Yeah it was quite boring. That Kristen Stewart or ..well..she's called something like that looks nice but that's about it.

Watched Just Friends and Over Her Dead Body with Katriona today. She's a lovely girl. I like her.

Both of the films were kind of...the kind of films where you can switch your brain off. Not too funny, but they'll do. Anna Faris is great!

Been feeling sick, like usually. Tablets are not helping.

Oh and Shania Twain has about the worst lyrics ever! There are like really really bad songs out there, but even those really really bad songs don't have lyrics as terrible as Shania's.

Check out the lines from her song Up!:

'Even my skin is acting weird.

I wish that I could grow a beard.

Then I could cover up my spots,

not play connect the dots.'

How stupid are these lyrics? I would understand if a boyband sang those lines but a mature beautiful woman?


Oh and this probably goes under TMI but I have like the fieriest nips! :D I swear. I hope it's a reaction to shower gel and not pregnancy. I've never had anything like that before, though. Will do a test tomorrow.

Reiki cramps

Had some Reiki done on me today. Good stuff!

Although I ended up with really bad cramps in arms, hands, legs.

Felt really heavy and tingly all over.

Lady C said that I am not well and told me to see a doctor and tell him about my health.

I've done that a hundred times! The fuckers just don't listen to you.

Doctors are stupid people. Like, there's people saying that boybands are like fabricated projects that have nothing to do with music, well that's exactly what doctors are, all money, nothing to do with people or their health.

I think they should go dump their shitty brains out and wipe their asses with their damn degree certs. Get rid of all the shit and be like a normal person.

Saying that, I have an appointment on the 17th Feb at the hospital, will be talking about my endoscopy and colonoscopy which hopefully will be done the following Monday.

Just got in from a walk with a girl that moved into the house a few days ago.

The house is full now, 4 girls living in it - Anette, Colette, Katriona and me.

Oh bought watermelon yesterday, had half of it last night, eating the other half now. Also bought bananas for cramps.

Mh and had a bit of spotting today which is odd. Might be cause of Reiki.

Blah, head's empty, maybe I'll paly The Sims or watch That 70's Show again.

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