be all pubertious with your family

Today was another lame day.

When it comes to my dad, that is.

He just has to make everything a problem.

It's unreal, like.

I will never be the kind of daughter he wants me to be.

He just needs to accept it.

Other than that I finally got the new look for my forum done.

Wow, what long few weeks I had creating it.

Plus, some girls decided to go all puberty-mad on me.

Seriously, I don't care your hormones are messed up.

If you're posting crap on my forum you're banned, you can be all pubertious with your family, I don't need that shit (and neither do the stable members of the forum). I'm not your damn mother so behave!

I'll deal with it once I have my own kids.

But all the hormone filled nervous breakdowns (on the teenage girls' part on my forum) aside I like my forum.

I was just doing a proper clean out in my mailbox:

I had fifty fucking-seven-pages of messages.

I got most of them deleted. This was left:

 Phew!

The other day there was a Disney film on or some film of the sort.

Was with the Jonas Brothers and Demi Lovato.

I was so sure Miley Cyrus was gonna be in the film aswell. :D

Well, Demi Lovato is such a great singer.

I like her a lot.

As for the Jonas Brothers - hmm.

I really don't know if you can call it singing.

I don't hate the Jonas Brothers but they kinda just grunt and puff and wail.

It kind of reminds me of oinking.

And the main guy - I cannot remember his name at this point - I'm thinking of Tom but I know it's not it - he looks weird performing.

Like, he looks okay I guess and you wouldn't think a guy who looks like that sounds and moves like he does.

I'm rooting for the young curly haired one.

He's decent.

And judging by pictures of tehm I though the Kevin guy would be decent, but he was the weirdest in the film.

Anyway, Demi Lovato's voice was great, everything else was crap.

I mean can't they really think of any better plot for the film other than "I lost the competition, but won in life".

As Michael Kelso said, "Who wants to watch a film with a message like that?"

The other week there was a film with Hilary Duff in it and it was exactly the same.

The difference was that she can't sing like Demi.

Yeah so I started blabbing about Disney stuff and forgot why I started writing my blog in the first place.

Oh well.

Oh oh I just remembered.

It was about my forum.

So I deleted a bunch of emails and I got to read some of the emails that were sent to me when I opened the forum.

That was like almost a year ago.

And we were promoting the forum on this other forum and the moderators there deleted all posts that had tmy forum's address in it so people started emailing me asking for my forum's address.

Ahh, good old times. There was no hassle or anything.

I totally wanna woman up.

I think I might develope OCD of some sort soon.

I m washing my hands a hundred times a day.

And I m doing it cause it s so damn cold - need to keep my hands warm.

When do they think it s time to get the heating working? In spring?

Blah.

There was a fair in town yesterday.

Me and stepmum bought some plants - flowers and two bushes.

I had to dig two holes in the ground.

Was so out of breath and tired.

I m so unfit.

But really - what s working out all about anyway?

When I work out, I only move myself til the point where I start sweating (I hardly ever reach that point).

Like, what s so beneficial about sweating while running at the same spot?

Plus, my body needs fat.

I mean I gotta look appetizing as a mate. :D

Oh and the other day, when I was unpacking a suitcase full of clothes, I was like, ""Damn, I have so many clothes, how come I never have anything to wear".

And I was talking about clothes to my stepmum and she said there is a saying about men and women and it goes like this: When a woman has nothing to wear it means she has no new clothes. When a man has nothing to wear it means he has no clean clothes.

And I can totally relate to the saying about women. I was just thinking that. I have enough clothes to wear a different outfit every day for about two weeks. Yet I feel like I have nothing to wear. I just need to refreshen my wardrobe once in a while.

And while I m not one for style and clothes I really really do feel like buying a little something. And right now I m thinking of buying shoes and skirts.

I totally wanna woman up.

Another thing.

I have to make a schedule of studying stuff.

Like, biology on mondays and tuesdays and geography on wednesdays and thursdays or so.

Gah, I don t know how I ll do it yet.

Sordine

I had a really bad pain in my right side ovary last night.

Had to take a painkiller.

Weird.

Also got the pain this morning and throughout the night.

That's why I didn't go to chemistry class this morning.

Had my first violin lesson aswell.

In Estonia like.

I'm not sure what to make of the teacher though.

He is kind of... weird.

Hopefully will get along well.

My stepmum went to... a bigger town just now.

Hopefully she'll buy a sordine for my violin then I can start practicing.

How come I didn't know about this little piece before?!

Playing Away In A Manger.

Fail much?

I'm not happy with Geography classes.

I cannot write as fast as the teacher is talking about stuff.

And the things she says are kind of... not thorough.

I cannot study stuff like this when I don't understand half the things in the sentence.

Like when there is a term, the explanation to it is a little description.

It doesn't say what the thing is and doesn't thoroughly describe the thing so everything is kind of half arsed.

Plus, if there is an explanation the words in it are the kind of words I've never heard before and the teacher doesn't explain the meaning of the them.

Plus, for god knows what stupid reason there are no books for the 11th year.

I mean like what the fuck!?

I have no idea how I'm supposed to study for the exam if there's nothing to study from.

Today, there was supposed to be a test in Geography.

I was gonna tell the teacher that I wasn't going to do the test.

Yeah, but I never got to, cause I couldn't find my key.

That means I couldn't leave the house.

I would've gone and leave the door unlocked but the door was locked already so I couldn't even open it.

Hahahaaa.

Fail much?

Having a dick doesn't mean you're "the man", it can very well mean you're just full of junk

So, some people are impossible to talk to.

They either boss you around or don't say anything to you at all.

I was supposed to go collect one of my suitcaes today.

The one that I sent to Estonia before my flight.

And when I'm almost there I get a phone call from my father saying he already has the thing.

Like, is it so goddamn hard to tell me you're going to collect the damn thing!?

Seriously!

I'm absolutely not talking to him unless I really really have to.

Like, today would have been one of those "really really have to" moments, but he totally failed to communicate.

Gah!

Seriously, some men need to get over the fact that they have man business.

Having a dick doesn't mean you're "the man", it can very well mean you're just full of junk.

At least I got my violin back.

I talked to the music teacher at the local school and I can start taking lessons there.

It'll be about 120 moneys a month.

That is very cheap!

I used to pay about the same amount for just one lesson.