Doesn't make sense

So last night I got to thinking when falling asleep... I've been watching Celebrity Ghost Stories...
Say, my grandmother died in her sixties. And I die in my seventies. If the afterlife exists, wouldn't I be older than my grandmother?! Doesn't make sense.

I mean, I can control myself but... really why deprive?!

*waaahhh* that horrible period when you only have 10 GB worth of internet for a week and have sooooooo many films you wanna donwload

Plus I got talking to this guy on the internet who seems rather interesting. Well, I guess my new year's resolution is not to sleep with anyone unless I'm in a relationship with them. I've been in this promise situation before and it has never worked. Hopefully now it will. If I'm not in a relatinship by March, I'm becoming slutty again. I mean, I can control myself but... really why deprive?!

Pathetic liars or insane optimists

Well men are pathetic liars. Or insane optimists. Like on this dating website. There's a guy who I've done the deed with and he says on his profile that he is fit and good at fucking. I can't confirm either.
And other men too say they're fit and muscular or whatever of the sort but when you look at pics it's clear they're more on the heavy/fat side. Fat is not fit or muscular. I don't know who they're lying to, probably to themselves the most.
Yeah and just because you like to fuck doesn't mean you're good at it.

this stupid season

So Eat Pray Love is on tomorrow night. I'd love to watch it cause of Franco but Ryan Murphy is the director. I bet he made all the characters gay.

Ugh, came to mum's place. Gahhh, I just hate winter!! The ice is absolutely mind numbingly disgusting! It's so so so slippery out. Thank god there's only a month and half left of this stupid season.

James Franco books

Ahhh, I just found out this Estonian bookstore sells James Franco books. Damn, I've wasted half the money my father gave me for my b-day on junk food and shit! I could've bought one of the books! Now the money I have left is for food. Damn! I really need a job.