I did this

So yeah...I did this :D
Will do biology when I wake up.
For this pharmacist thing I gotta start studying for the test to get more points. I only have 21 right now based on one of my exams. I will probably get major anxiety and shit when I go to do the test and fail. Okay, the test is on the 5th of July. I got a ton of biology books to go through by that time.
Oh and yay! I'm second right now :D This fucker before me really wants to get in I see. I did my enrolment at 5am, they must have done it right when the enrolling opened.

I cry

I cry. This amazing musical deity replied to me!!!!!

Also, in the morning I gotta enrol into uni. This bitch is trying to get smart again.

hurt me so good

*blub* Thank goodness Allman Brown brought me back to beauty and the essence of music. His voice and music hurt me so good. I haven't checked all of the lyrics yet but from what I can understand they're beautiful.
I'm so tired and sick of nowadays' EDM. Fuck that shit!

you still don't matter

Ok, just got even madder than before. Kept watching medicine videos on youtube and now I hate doctors even more. Like they're totally only after glorification and money. I've been dismissed my whole life. If you don't have cancer, you're healthy. And if you have cancer then you still don't matter but cancer does cause when the doc eradicates it, he gets his glorification.

horrible emotional state

Okay so today was a shitty day when it comes to my thoughts. At work I was thinking all these angry thoughts. Like, I was mad at men for being pervs, then at mum for not being supportive of me getting an education or at least trying to get it, then at doctors for keeping the blood type a secret form patients. And now I'm watching videos about cancer and still births. What the shit!? I'm not even around my periods. What's with the horrible emotional state?