I wanna eat

So, in short, I'm in a madhouse.

I'm kind of keeping a diary so once I get time I'll type it all up here.

Nothing too interesting, just depressing.

I wanna normal happy life.

And I wanna eat.

I cannot eat.:(

Boo hoo hoo....

Shitty day

Shitty shitty shitty day!

if I do then I won't

Ahh.

So tired.

Spent most of the day "na datchu".

Think it's correct.

Yeah, I was weeding all day.

I only got one bed done.

It was like a jungle, seriously.

I thought Robin Williams will hop out any second.

My back's pretty tanned now, but legs are still white.

I tried just tanning my legs but yeah doesn't work like that.

I started reading a book on ecology today.

Very interesting, totally something I wanna do.

Will write down more important things.

Oh and I found a saying - "bed hop".

I love it!

I gotta start bed hopping. :D

Haven't met any men over here yet.

Well, mostly cause I don't know hwo things are with me and the "bf".

It would be kind of weird having him come over in August when I have a new man.

I just have to wait.

Right, I gotta go and take a shower again, cause I'm in a very bad state.

Dirt, dirty, dirty.

Oh and I might go down to Tartu tomorrow if I feel like it.

Health wise.

The bus goes at 8 in the morning so... if I don't freak out I'll go, if I do then I won't.

If I do go though then I'll be staying with my mum.

And they have this little lake about 5 mins away from their house.

So I can stay at the beach all day and swim. And sunbathe.

Yeah, shower now and then read my ecology book.

All summery

I went gathering strawberries today.

It was around noon time so it was well hot.

Gahh, those bastard flies and mosquitoes.

They pissed me off so much what with the flying in my face and the biting me.

Anyway, it was me and IR.

And the field was some old lady's.

My clothes actually had wet patches on them cause I was sweating so much.

Then I looked at all the courses I'll be applying for.

Dang, I don't know how to apply.

That damn SAIS thing isn't working for me.

Then a few hours ago we went weeding in our own garden.

I love weeding.

I did potatoes and onions.

The problem was though that half of the garden was in shade cause the sun started to set.

I know it was a problem in the morning, that the sun's hot that is, but I'd rather it shine than set, cause then I have a hope for a tan.

I have a bit on my shoulders and chest, but I think it looks more like I'm dirty. And IR said, "Oh come on, look at your shoulders, they're all yellow!" when I complained about not having a tan. Right.

I'm about to have my thrid shower today.

Just need to get a few phone numbers off people via email.

I took the charger for my camera with me, but left the camera behind.

Took the phone with me, but left it's charger in Ireland.

Stupid!

Anyways, I bought a new phone and have an Estonian number now so... yay!

Oh oh, I also went to the library.

Some of the courses I want to take require a test.

I don't know what sort of a test, but I want to study something.

I got maths books, biology books, biochemistry and just chemistry books.

And some environmental books aswell.

I so hope I will be able to do something.

I must get into something.

And my "bf"'s talking about going back to studying.

He wants to become a science teacher.

Interesting.

Oh and he will most likely come and visit me in August so.. that should be fun aswell.

Right, off to shower and eat!

Power belonged to the best fighters

First off I'd like to say that this post is not a copyright ingringement.
I'll be posting stuff from a book and nicked photos off of Google, but it's all for entertainment.

Anyways, I went down to the library yesterday and got a book called Tell Me Why.
And it's a rather interesting book.

Gold is so easy to hammer and shape that less than one gram of gold can be beaten into a sheet nearly two metres square.

A 0,3-metre cube of Uranium weighs over half a tonne. Uranium is the heaviest element found in nature. A kilo of Uranium contains as much energy as nearly three million kilos of coal.

Foil is any metal sheet that measures 0,1270 of a mmm or less. Aluminium is so malleable that it can be rolled into sheets of foil as thin as 0,00508 of a mm.

What is a coral? A chunk of coral is made of the skeleton of tiny marine animals called coral polyps. The polyp's skeleton grows outside its body. When the polyp dies, the skeleton is left.

How are seashells formed? As said earlier the shell is a part of an animal, a mollusc. It's the mollusc's skeleton and it is attached to it by muscles. The soft animal can never leave it's shell. The shell is made of a form limestone and is built by the mollusc itself. Certain glands in the mollusc are able to take limestone from the water and deposit it in tiny particles at the edge of, and along the inside of, the shell. As a mollusc grows insize, its shell increases in thickness and size. You can see the lines of growth that are marked by the ridges that run parallel to the outer edge. The colouring of the shell comes from some glands of the mollusc that contain colouring matter.

Neon lights. The fact is not all of them are lights made by glowing neon gas. Other gases, such as helium, argon, krypton and xenon, are also used in lights. Each gas gives out a different-coloured light when electricity is sent through it. The colour varies depending on the temperature, pressure and electric voltage. Neon gives out a red-orange light; argon gives out reddish-blue light; the light from helium is white, yellow or sometimes violet; from krypton it is yellow, green or pale violet; and from xenon it is either blue or blue-green.

What is the Sphinx? Actually, it is a monster that was common in the myths of ancient people. The Greeks thought of it as having the head of a woman, the body of a lion and wings. The Egyptians thought of it as a wingless lion with the head and breast of a man.

Who were the knights? They were the highest class of fighting men in Europe during the Middle Ages. The high position was partly due to the fact that during the early Middle Ages kings and governments had very little real authority. A knight did as he wished, because no one else was powerful enough to stop him.

There's a lot more in the book. That's just what I found interesting.

Yestrday was a bit of a crappy day. Felt sick most of the evening and today aswell.
Haven't been able to eat anything. Think it's getting a bit better now though.

I'm gonna install Sims 3 on this computer now cause the brother wants to play aswell. I hope the computer can take the game.
Anyways, I'm off so.
Oh and it rained yesterday! Whoop! I saw lightning and heard thunder and all. First time in a few years. Although I think I heard the thunder once in Ireland aswell.