Will be gathering beetroot, carrots and potatoes soon.

No that many news.

I still like a bit of gardening.

Went to gather onions yesterday.

Loved it.

Will be gathering beetroot, carrots and potatoes soon.

I don't know what it is, but people never plant enough peas.

I love peas.

My stepmom said she planted loads but the seeds must have been bad cause nothing really grew out of them.

Had the few peas that were there and then ate beans.

Almost the same.

The parents are working today so I might go down to the garden by myself.

There's this little cherry tree bed that needs weeding.

Will have to wait til the evening, it's way too hot today.

Speaking of hot, texted the "bf" and he's kind of distant.

Maybe cause he's so into his holiday in Portugal or maybe he's up to something else. Or someone else.

Dunno.

Hmm, what else?

Oh right, I bought my medicine yesterday and it was expensive.

It was near 700 moneys.

Cipralex and Esprital.

The second one has mirtazapinum as the active ingridient and it's the same one I started taking in Ireland.

They put me back on that cause it increases apetite and makes me sleepy in the evening so I get a good sleep.

Yeah, that's about it.

Oh oh, I've taken quite a few pics with my phone but don't have the USB cord.

Once I get that I'll upload some pics, some are quite cool.

I'm home

I'm home.

The car ride was a bit emotional and scary but we didn't have to stop once.

I just kept begging my body in my head not to freak out and do me wrong.

Not feeling too bad at the minute.

Quite happy.

Just hoping that the horrible never-ending anxiety won't come back.

Also, I'm hoping that I can eat normally again and gain some weight.

Right, off to eat with my dad.

Then watch America's Next Top Model.

I'm so damn girly!

Estonian TV is just crap.

Well, I found out that this TV show/film I was talking about in my earlier post wasn't Skins.

Doesn't matter though.

The film was quite good and more importantly, the guy is still hot.

Nicholas Hoult.

The guy in blue

Yeah, me fancying him shows I'm still okay.

Still interested in the old woohoo.

Just don't want a relationship.

All is good. No worries.

I must say though that it was so funny when he said, "Shut up".

It just doesn't sound imperative or anything to be taken seriously.

The accent is just too funny.

Yeah so I will get out of the hospital tomorrow.

And I will stay with my father.

Bought this film called Tornado.

I think it's quite bad but as long as there's disaster I'm happy.

Will watch it once I get back home.

I've been watching TV quite a bit lately.

The last three evenings.

Saw America's Next Top Model.

I like the photoshoots, they're so colourful and creative.

I don't support anyone on the show.

Another show I've been watching is Relic Hunter.

It's so bad! It's so cheesy and crappy. I'm still watching it though. I dunno why.

It's better than all the Venezuelan and German soaps.

Estonian TV is just crap.

They're showing Top Gear episodes from the year 2004. =/

Yeah... I'm just looking forward to getting home and settling in.

Will be spending quite a few hours on the net and watching films.

Get out

Well, well... I might get out of the hospital this week or the start of next week.
Hopefully I manage to stay calm and don't have to come back again.
Think I'll be staying with my fatherand visit my mother some other time.
Well, once I get out I'm gonna start working on my sims game. I have a story to continue after all.
I love me some Michael!

All sims

Okay, I'm really hoping for a new computer.

I tried installing Sims 3 on my brother's computer but there were some errors.

Was told that the computer was too old, but I don't believe it.

Okay so... then there's my mother's computer and my other brother's laptop.

I hope I can install the game on one of them.

Just texted my mother to bring the laptop with her when she comes to visit me this week.

Once I have it, will text my father or stepmom to bring the Sims discs.

If it all fails I'll buy my own computer.

But I'll get to do that only when I get my some sort of a benefit money.

Talked to the psychologist and she said she'll try to get illness or disability benefit for me.

I really want my game to finally work cause I haven't had the chance to play Ambitions and there's a new EP coming out already!

Late Night EP