A Mcfly post

Home alone today.

Hm, might actually watch the film later on.

Was working in the garden for a bit.

Weeding the cherry tree bed.

Came home for 19:45 to see America's Next Top Model.

Then the damn TV wouldn't show the channel.

Ugh.

Rang the local school today and asked for grinds.

Had to leave my name and contact details and the headmaster or someone like that will get back to me.

Hopefully next week. Don't wanna leave it til too late.

Been googling a lot.

Mostly Kevin, but some Mcfly too.

This is what I found:

Credit goes to whoever uploaded the pics. I found them while googling.

Ermm....woah, racy!

Men are so damn selfish though.

Why do photos like that for gay men and not for women?!

I'm well surprised by Tom's body though. How muscly!?

And I don't understand all this whining about Mcfly's new sound.

Party Girl is a totally cool song.

That's a really noticeable progress.

God, they cannot be stuck in Wonderland for the rest of their career.

This new song is one of the few songs I've actually listened to and really liked.

Before I was just interested in the band cause I thought Danny was hot.

Oh dear.

I didn't mean to make this a Mcfly post but that's how it came out I guess.

My point is that the song is very good and I might actually buy the new album.

A little about air

• There's 15 tons of air weighing each of us down. We can't feel it cause of the pressure inside of our bodies.

• A human inhales about 11000 litres of air in 24 hour's time.

• Air consists of 78,1 % nitrogen, 20, 9 % oxygen, 0,9 % argon, carbon dioxide, hydrogen, helium, neon, krypton and other gases.

• In one year's time, 577 billion tons of water passes through the atmosphere.

• The massive energy of a hurricane or a typhoon is equivalent to the energy that is released in (estimately) 500 000 atomic explosions.

Taken from the book Maakera loodusjõudude kütkes by A. Muranov

being dependant

So, all of my plans are messed up cause of my health.
All I know is that I will be retaking my final exams in spring.
I will be contacting the local school to see if I can start seeing some of the teachers.
I'm thinking of taking an exam in maths.
I really need to start working on it now to understand it cause I hardly passed it in my school days.

I might look for a part time job.
Just to get me out of the house and socialise.

And I'm thinking of joining badminton practice.

Will see how all that goes.

I just feel a bit bad being dependant on my parents.

Will be gathering beetroot, carrots and potatoes soon.

No that many news.

I still like a bit of gardening.

Went to gather onions yesterday.

Loved it.

Will be gathering beetroot, carrots and potatoes soon.

I don't know what it is, but people never plant enough peas.

I love peas.

My stepmom said she planted loads but the seeds must have been bad cause nothing really grew out of them.

Had the few peas that were there and then ate beans.

Almost the same.

The parents are working today so I might go down to the garden by myself.

There's this little cherry tree bed that needs weeding.

Will have to wait til the evening, it's way too hot today.

Speaking of hot, texted the "bf" and he's kind of distant.

Maybe cause he's so into his holiday in Portugal or maybe he's up to something else. Or someone else.

Dunno.

Hmm, what else?

Oh right, I bought my medicine yesterday and it was expensive.

It was near 700 moneys.

Cipralex and Esprital.

The second one has mirtazapinum as the active ingridient and it's the same one I started taking in Ireland.

They put me back on that cause it increases apetite and makes me sleepy in the evening so I get a good sleep.

Yeah, that's about it.

Oh oh, I've taken quite a few pics with my phone but don't have the USB cord.

Once I get that I'll upload some pics, some are quite cool.

I'm home

I'm home.

The car ride was a bit emotional and scary but we didn't have to stop once.

I just kept begging my body in my head not to freak out and do me wrong.

Not feeling too bad at the minute.

Quite happy.

Just hoping that the horrible never-ending anxiety won't come back.

Also, I'm hoping that I can eat normally again and gain some weight.

Right, off to eat with my dad.

Then watch America's Next Top Model.

I'm so damn girly!