Bum Palace

So, I went to the orientation thingy today. The college orientation. I wasn't there til the very end cause I was worried about getting back. Thought I'd be too tired by the end of it all. So I left pretty soon after it started.
I did take Valium drops but I was calm enough. Although the rooms were very stuffy and warm so I sneaked out a couple of time for fresh air.
When I had the test to get into college I met this girl and todayI found out we're on the same course. Her name's Kelli.
I also got a place in the dorm. Well... the place looks very much like prison or something like it. Very... minimalistic and gross. But I'm gonna have to live there. Should move there on Monday and I'll definitely post pics of that Bum Palace.
And I continue to be worried about my anxiety. Please, please, please, let me study!

I'm seriously done being your host

College is getting closer and closer. I sooooo hope the anxiety won't butt in. Okay, miss, you've been in my life all of my time here on the planet and for the last two years you've majorly affected my life on al levels and dragged me to the bottom of all lows. I think it's only fair that you back off now and let me live my life. I'm seriously done being your host so please leave this body and let it thrive for once and for all.

She is woman

Aawww, Lady B's expecting!
She's so wonderful and everything I'd ever like to be.
She is woman.

And at the same time Gaga dresses up as a bum man and scares the living hell out of Brit and puts her damn feet on the piano. Bravo, Gaga, bravo... congrats on... achieving... whatever you wanted to achieve. Go home now! Will someone in Hollywood please punch her for me.

Paradoxical!

Ah. This has happened to me on many occasions. Hurting is never discussed though, just anger.

Oh man, this picture is so me. This is how I see the world.

Ahahahaa....this is so good.

Successful easy way out

If I ever sent letters I'd sed this to a lot of things/people/situations/subjects-objects

Well, some need a mouse to make art.

Well, my sign would read "Love to let"

Aahahahahaaaaa...so much win in this pic!

That's what it's all about - balance, harmony

Totally my motto when it comes to work

Well, it sounds nice at first but then you start thinking about it and it turns kinda....well..

1) Seeing is not something you do with agenda, you just do it, naturally. Looking is something you do deliberately. So... what matters is your attitude, how you look at it no matter what the subject looks like.

Ahahahaa, this si too good!

True, true. It's called thriving.

Even truer. Plus, gotta love my bike.

Truest.

So, there was some fuckwad who complained about Kevin McHale being an ablebodied dude portraying a disabled person. Well, I got pissed off when readin about someone giving out bout the K but I know where he's coming from. Like, Glee is shit and portrayes shit for views but also...this pic for example. It irritates me. It's supposed to be like arsty or whatever but anyone who knows anything about playing the violin can see she is holding the bow at a wrong place on the violin, the angle is off, plus the hand on the violin is in a very awkward position. You cannot play it like that. So this pic is a major fail.

Well, if we're looking at life like that then I feel like I'm a critic watching a preview.

Hahaha, I bet the pigeon snatched the book from a politician or a doctor.

Clever, but what about fighting fire with fire? Or is that too conservative these days?

Ahahaha, the best of the best!

Well, going back to the fighting fire with fire business. So basically, hating or not tolerating a certain race or sexuality is wrong. But not tolerating or hating the intolerance or hatred of a sexuality or race is fair and noble?! Paradoxical!

Simple and cute.

Depending on the fear, this could be the key to a happy life. In my case,it would. But, being scared seems a little safer at the minute.

Well, well... let's see. An apple doesn't get the chance to pick where it grows on the tree or when it falls off.
If the tree doesn't have enough water and nutrients, it drops fruit. If the fruit is ripe, the tree drops the fruit. Basically, the one's on the ground are either the best or just drop outs from the "society". In this case Pete Wents says if life gets you down you're rotten, fucked up by worms (I guess men then) and easy and not worth loving. But if you're born into high society you're the shit and getting a girl like that is such a glory to your ego as a man. Well said, Pete!

somewhat melancholy, bittersweet

I meant to write about it earlier but didn't...
I quite like August. The harvesting of crops is somewhat melancholy, bittersweet.
So far I like August and April.


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