I mean I know it's cause of periods but fuck!

Holy shit what a horrible day I had! Went to the shop to buy rolls cause the sandwhich I had was gross. Got anxiety in the shop. Like what!? Haven't had that happen in months!
Then it carried on til I got to work and had it pretty much all of the work time aswell.
Man I felt sick. I took so much medication. Luckily I managed to get all of my work done and by the end of the work day I started feeling a little better.
I mean I know it's cause of periods but fuck!

a cool and cute story

So a few days ago I uploaded a mug pic on this dating website and this guy wrote to me, saying I was "that girl from the car shop". I asked him who he was and was all panicking thinking he was a worker in the shop I work at cause... I have all my naked pics up there and shit. He then said he had been trying to find me on one of those websites. He said that a couple of months ago or so I had almost run into him with my bike near the car shop I work at and had smiled at him. Okay, sounds plausible, eventhough I don't remember it.
He sent me a pic of him. Apparently. Like it would have been such a cool and cute story how I almost organically met a guy but he turned out to be a perv so I'm not talking to him anymore.

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sad news

So...sad news. I didn't get my pension today. Why the fuck not though!??!?! I always get it on the first friday of the month! That means I won't be able to go to the cinema tomorrow. Have to go to mum's place cause I'm all out of money.
I hope my contract thingy isn't up yet, that they're just slow.

I'll be good

Ahhh! I better get my pension on friday cause I wanna go see Sausage Party on saturday. I was gonna go with the bro and his chick but he fell ill and the film is on at 8 in the evening so he couldn't come from the countryside anyway.
Ahhhh! I'm so excited! I felt so victorious at the cinema the last time when I went to see Dory. I wanna make this a monthly thing now.
I mean I'm gonna illegally download those films anyway cause I like watching stuff over and over but...ahhh.
I am a little worried about the film being shown so late though but I will take my pills or Valium and I'll be good I hope. :)

it's evening and I don't like it

Ugh it's evening and I don't like it. The last two nights at mum's have been terrible. I dunno if it's insomnia or whatever but I keep waking up feeling sick several times during the night. I've only slept for about 4 hours in the last two days.
I hope tonight I can sleep cause I really don't wanna go back on Mirtazapiin.