We rock!

Just got back from downtown, fireworks. Yeah, the weather sucks. I actually wished it was snowy, cause it was flatout raining. Which made the firworks a bit poo poo but it was great anyway. I was scared that the big bangs might trigger an anxiety attack. The fireworks were okay in that department. But it was only when I saw the massive crowds of people that I got anxiety. A little. I kept pinching myself like I normally do, just so it wouldn't get too bad. And I kinda got used to it once the fireworks started. So all was good. I loved the people so much! Made me feel so happy to be a citizen of Tartu. We rock! And thanks to the town for the lovely boom and bang show. Love my town! We're the best. For real. Wouldn't wanna live anywhere else. Oh and two random people, one woman the other a dude, wished me happy new year. Didn't see anyone I knew though. Big surprise there!
Anyway, 2016 was the best year of the last 7 years. The time I've been seriously sick. I've managed to stay calm in shops, or at least go into the shop and buy what I need and want, while mostly staying calm. And I bagged a job which I love and can do. Perfect! And yeah I met this guy I talked about earlier... maybe it'll be something beautiful, maybe it'll be something bad, maybe something forgettable, who knows. I'm entirely happy with 2016. Ooh, and I found MGG! :D That dude rocks!
And as I already said somewhere online, if 2017 doesn't get better then I hope things at least stay as stable and good as they are now.
*kisses* *cuddles*

I hope my laziness won't kick in

So...yeah, I've lost a bit of weight over the last few months. Like a whiiiiile ago my supervisor told me I looked leaner. Then my dad's fam came to visit me at christmas, stepmom said there's barely left of me. And then my mum came to visit me this week and said it's not fair that she has to be the only fat one. And when I met up with the dude yesterday... well before meeting up he asked me how much I weighed, probably was scared I'd be super fat, and I said 70 kilos. When he saw me he said he didn't believe I weighed this much, that I didn't look like it.
Oh well. Good stuff I guess. I'm happy.
Yeah and I just got excited about going outside today :) Like to the town square to see the fireworks. I hope my laziness won't kick in!

hea naine

Kena naine meeldib silmadele, hea naine südamele.

Saw this on someone's profile on this dating website. Damn, so good. Wonder who said it.

edit: Napoleon Bonaparte said it. Well said, dude.

the other one was in september

Had another impromptu first date this year (from like 2:30am to 3:30am). Um yeah, the other one was in september. The guy was cute. But seemed a little serious. His name's Ingemar. Will see how it goes. Should meet up next week. He's working over the new year's weekend.

Fuuu-huh-huh-huh--uck!

OMG! Mum was just over. Was nice to see her and everything BUT!!! She was so nice and we ordered this thingy for me:

Fuuu-huh-huh-huh--uck! Yes! I cannot believe this will be mine! This will be better than the hoodie I wanted. Ahh, cannot wait to have my first drink out of it. Will probably buy cocoa powder, cinnamon and honey, plus milk and will have a nice hot chocolate. :)