Oh god, I'm totally head over heels in love with Jonathan Taylor Thomas. :D
I've seen Home Improvemnt like a hundred times and I was fine but for some reason now, I fancy him. I've been looking him up on the net and he looks like a sweet sugar muffin even now. I think it's the first time I'm attracted to someone older than me. But he's short and dark haired, so no change there. I just love his mannerisms.
Saturday, July 27, 2013
Friday, July 19, 2013
wishful thinking!
So I have my job til the end of July. I thought of going to my father's place for August but I'm not too sure. I'm afraid I will get anxiety while riding there. Riding my bike that is. The father said he can come and collect me in his car but...yeah, I don't do cars.
So I don't know now... I really wanna be at my father's place but the going there is kinda blah. I thought I'd ride up to Viljandi (about 60 km) and get a room in a hotel for a night. Then ride the next 30 km to Võhma the next day.
Everyone's kinda bashing my bike. It has served me so well and I love it and I doubt it'll break down. Although, I'd like my father to be available to pick me up in his car when I get too tired from cycling.
But the problem is that the father will go on a holiday to Russia on Tuesday and won't be back til the ninth or tenth of August. And I wanted to go there right at the satrt of August. Ughh...so I dunno what will happen.
Oh and I'm off my antidepressants. I'm only taking the antipsychotic now. Will take a lowered dosage of that tonight, for the first time. Maybe I can get off all of my pills and then get by with 7 drops of Valium per week.
Ahhh...all this wishful thinking!
TS21072013
So I don't know now... I really wanna be at my father's place but the going there is kinda blah. I thought I'd ride up to Viljandi (about 60 km) and get a room in a hotel for a night. Then ride the next 30 km to Võhma the next day.
Everyone's kinda bashing my bike. It has served me so well and I love it and I doubt it'll break down. Although, I'd like my father to be available to pick me up in his car when I get too tired from cycling.
But the problem is that the father will go on a holiday to Russia on Tuesday and won't be back til the ninth or tenth of August. And I wanted to go there right at the satrt of August. Ughh...so I dunno what will happen.
Oh and I'm off my antidepressants. I'm only taking the antipsychotic now. Will take a lowered dosage of that tonight, for the first time. Maybe I can get off all of my pills and then get by with 7 drops of Valium per week.
Ahhh...all this wishful thinking!
TS21072013
Sunday, July 14, 2013
I somehow hurt
Woo, went swimming for the first time this year. I somehow hurt my thumb:
So I was pretty shocked about Cory dying... but come to think of it he's just another drug addict who overdozed. It's sad really, cause it seemed he had everything going for him. Well, to be honest it was my mother who made me look at it rationally since I myself was pretty shocked. I also found out my mother doesn't like Glee. She called it stupid. Yay, mother!
So I was pretty shocked about Cory dying... but come to think of it he's just another drug addict who overdozed. It's sad really, cause it seemed he had everything going for him. Well, to be honest it was my mother who made me look at it rationally since I myself was pretty shocked. I also found out my mother doesn't like Glee. She called it stupid. Yay, mother!
rehab is a pointless place
Wow. What horrible news to wake up to.
Looks like rehab is a pointless place.
Looks like rehab is a pointless place.
Monday, July 08, 2013
Burn!!!
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