Think I conquered it this time

Fuck the rich! I wanna have a nice house too.

Just went for a cycle outside of town. Near Lõuna-Keskus. Damn those rich bitches have nice houses. Yeah and all the while when I was looking at the houses I was fighting back my anxiety. Think I conquered it this time. Still managed to go outside of town and back without Valium. Point is, I can't even ride my bike without anxiety so any kind of career (= money for a bitchin' house) is out of the question.

potatoes on a high horse

I know this isn't a big deal and I'll never get to experience it for myself (not that I want to) but I just hate the audience at a fashion show. They sit there like fucking potatoes on a high horse with expressions of contemplativeness and bullshittery. Ugh!

fever and shit

Ouch. Just got stung by a hornet. Hopefully I won't get a fever and shit.

Yeah yeah yeah, I know I have stretch marks and a fat ass etc...

I win!

Phew, I think I survived my new pill. Took it about two hours ago. I don't think I had any side effects, just anxiety about them.

Yeah, received this letter on this dating website:

It's not like I haven't heard it before.
But anyway...have a guy coming over tonight. He seems to like me and he fills my criteria. :) I win!

Duloxetine

Huhhh, I'm a bit nervous. Talked to my shrink and we decided to try out this new pill - Duloxetine. I hope it won't have any horrible side effects. Will take it in the morning... well, that's when I'm supposed to take it. But I'll wake up in the evening so... Ughh... nervous.