I wanna buy shit. Like food shit

Waiting for money like... *twiddles thumbs*
I better get my disability benefit tomorrow. I wanna buy shit. Like food shit.

going herbal

So I'm going herbal. I still need medication for work so I thought the herbal versions aren't as harsh to my body. I don't wanna get hooked on valium. Plus Cercual is also a bad pill.
Now I'm not completely knocking them cause they've served me soooooo well over the years but I wanna go easy on my body. :) My doc gave me a yes aswell on this.

31/5/2016

when I get there

Will have to leave for work soon. Anxiety is bad. :(
Hope it subsides when I get there.

I smiled all the way home

Just got my baby bike back. Man, it feels totally different when riding it. I was so so so happy. I smiled all the way home.

The anxiety is real

Ugh. Another start of the week. More obstacles to tackle. Today, I have to get my bike from the shop. Have to walk there. Plus, have to go to work again. The anxiety is real.