A happy bunny here!

Today, I'd like to send out positive vibes out to the universe and say thank you! Man, I can't believe I'm still working. I'm really used to it now. Have been for a couple of months now. And my health does seem to be better. So yeah as I've said before I'm trying to go off of my pills. Still get headaches from going down on escitalopram but it's okay. Even if I can't go off of it, I'm doing so much better and it makes me happy. Big thanks to everything and everyone that's helped me get to this point. A happy bunny here!

well done, brain

Yessss! My cup is in the capital. Probably will get to Tartu next week. I will soooo buy cocoa powder and milk and make hot chocolate with cinnamon in it.

Plus, toddlers came out in Sims 4 today. Too bad I can't play them yet but they look so so so adorable.

Oh and I got the speakers Lembit bought for me today.

The only crappy part is my head. Withdrawal symptom no.1 is headache. Ugh. Like, I never ever get headaches. Only when I have a flu or a cold or something and even then it's just a short term little throbbing. And when I had that trigeminal nerve inflammation it was sort of a headache, nerve ache really but still, it was in my head. Other than that I've never not once in my life had a headache. So, eventhough my brain is fucked chemically, it has never ached so...well done, brain.

7,5mg

I've been on 7,5mg dose of Escitalopram for a week now and I can feel the withdrawl symptoms. I have weird headache type of things. It's just weird, the feeling. Will go to work in a minute. Think I'll try and take a painkiller just in case.
I hope my anxiety won't get out of hand.

feel normal

Okay, went to the doctor yesterday. Wasn't anxious about it beforehand. Got a little bit of it when my blood was taken and when I had my x-ray done.
Got my results back today. Lungs are fine. Prolactin and white blood cell count are fine. No inflammation found. Hemoglobin was a little on the low end (mine was 120, and the lowest norm is 118). Also lacking MCV. That's um...like iron reserve in blood. The norm's 82, mine was 80. Bought iron tabs today. Have to take them for two months then go back after three for another test. I've taken them before when I was in my teens and when my anxiety got really really bad. Fuck my iron levels were really low. I couldn't lay down in bed cause my head started spinning like crazy and I couldn't stand up cause I felt like I was gonna pass out straight away. So I was just stuck in some weird sitting position in bed.
Right now I don't feel tired or anything, feel normal. Don't seem to have any weird symptoms. :)
Yeah the iron pills I bought were almost 7 euros. There were also the organic ones that the body absorbs better and shit but they were almsot 15 euros so... And my mum has had problems with iron levels all of her life so maybe I'm the same.

My little celebrity encounter

So work is the only place where I listen to the radio and hear new music... for a while now the station has been playing this song:

Yeah... I and then this happened:

He liked my comment and replied to it! Love this dude! :D My little celebrity encounter.