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Oh and as a sidenote, my disability thingy came through yesterday. I am still disabled but dunno how much money I'll be getting. Til the next month I guess.

Spring is awesome!

Well, as I expected. The meeting was postponed til next week. Shit, if they keep the contract I will get a raise. It sounds too good to be true.
Anyway, that morning sun made me so happy but I had to suppress it cause I thought I'd be hearing bad news about work. Now I don't care I'm gonna be happy about the day. Spring is awesome!
Yeah and yesterday I didn't take Olanzapine. Will try to go off of it again.

The sun is up!

Okay, it's like 7.10am and I still haven't gone to bed. And it's not just light already outside. The sun is up! Does that mean it's finally spring!? :D
I hope I will get good news about my job aswell.

9am

Okay, around 9am the boss person in my cleaning company has a meeting with the boss of the company I'm cleaning for. They will decide if they terminate their contract or not, so that determines whether I will have a job in the future or not, in the same position in the same company.
I like my current job so I hope nothing changes. If it does, I'm fucked. Maybe will take a month off and spend it at my mum's.

With all my heart!

*sigh* I just really wanna adopt a kid right now.
I'm hoping I'll find a normal man who can adopt one, if I can't, then I can just be on the side and raise and love the kid. With all my heart!