instead of knocking he threw stones at their door

Okay, so today we went swimming, me, my brother and his friend Silver.
About like an hour and a half later the neighbour boys came aswell.
Later on, we came home and when I went to unlock the door, it kind of was already open. I couldn't tell really, cause I was talking to my brother at the same time. And he asked me wether I had actuslly closed the door. I knew I had done it. It was cause one of the neighbour boys is a retard and lurks around our house when nobody is home. He usually gets my brother's key cause he knows where he used to keep it but my brother lost his key, so now only me, my mother and her man have keys.
Anyway, today I locked the door. Fact. We got back, it was open, it wasn't just unlocked it was actually open. Fact. Since it all seemed illogical I didn't think about it and let it slip.
Now about half an hour ago my mother asks me why I have a ladder under my window. And I have no idea about any ladders. So they asked my brother about it and I confirmed he had been with me the whole time. When they mentioned the ladder was under my window I went to check it and then I saw it! All of our windows have like... nets in front of them so the gnats can't get in and mine was torn off.
And it was very obvious the neighbour boy had been inside, came in through my window and left through the front door and left it open.
Well, as I've mentioned before we have three dogs and they DO NOT let strangers in. Plus if it had been some random thief they would've taken something but nothing was taken. I mean we have two desktop computers, two laptops, a buttload of every kind of video and audio devices.
Mymother's man went straight over to the neighbours and instead of knocking he threw stones at their door. Well, the fuckers obviously said they don't know anything and started saying how our dogs ONCE took their watering can and brought it over to our place. Well, the shitheaded kid has been to our house several times before, he's always spying on my mother and her man when they're in sauna.
Plus one time when he had been inside our house he ate my brother's crisps. Then the other day I had a bottle of drink out with me but when I went in for a while the bottle went missing and it definitely wasn't my brother or the dogs cause we would have at least seen the empty bottle somewhere.
Plus, the neighbour's cats are always on our land mooching for food, plus their three dogs are always out, even when it's like fucking -30 out in winter. They let their damn dogs rape their cats and the things are so sick looking it's disgusting.
Anyway, I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo mad and upset when we realised it was the shitface who had been in my room. I shouted, and I mean I screamed on top of my lungs that when I get my hands on him I will kill him. Then I ran inside and banged the fuck outta myself on the wall and screamed again that I will kill him when I see him next.
And I swear, I know he is only 11, but I will physically assult him when I see him next. I will do it.
My mother says he is a special needs boy. Well, what the fuck!? I 'm fucking sick aswell, I fucking have to take 5 tranquillizers a day to function even on the minimum level but you don't see me spying on people or breaking into other people's homes. That shitty jizzface is the luckiest son of a cunt in the world that we haven't gone to the police with the whole thing.
Well, if he gets away with everything cause he is special then I will fucking hurt him, I willlllllllll dooooooooo ittttttttt, and then claim I'm fucking special aswell and cannot control my emotions. I wanna fucking see them call the police when I bust his hairless babyballs and ram them down his damn throat!
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, I will forever and ever loathe him and I will make him pay for it. I will make him pay for it!

Little Miss Wants The Devil

Okay, seen two films recently and I haven't been impressed.

What A Girl Wants is quite a crappy film. I wouldn't recommend it to anyone. It's really dull and the music is weird.

Another film I saw and didn't particulary like was Little Miss Sunshine. It was just weird... and uncomfortable. Toni Colette might just be one of my fave actresses but the whole film was not for me. I had heard it was a good film but always thought it wouldn't be so good and unfortunately I was proven right. I guess everyone in the family had potential as characters but they kinda remained empty shells. Although Toni was quite perfect, well... they were all good enough actors but the film just didn't bind to me. I mean yeah it had the point "Fuck the life that's like a beauty contest" but... meh.

Oh and as well as What A Girl Wants, also The Devil Wears Prada - I'm not feeling the whole "You've changed, I like the old "real" you". And I don't like it how they make the changer be the bad guy. Okay, the universe is dynamic, you cannot change it. While there are times when people knowingly change themselves or situations then most of the times you cannot control the stuff that happens. Life around you changes and you change to adjust to it. So I don't fucking understand why they're promoting the stagnant lifestyle. If you do stuff, stuff happens and things change, for better or worse. If they wanted to tell a story of something stagnant then they should create a character who doesn't do anything but even then the person would change. It's unaviodable. Or they could create story and characters where people accept the change and realise that everything is real and needs getting used to not changing it back to the way it was and expect it to stay the same for the rest of their lives.

Oh and another thing - been watching Ice Age 3 and I cannot stand the whole Scratch business with the female squirrel. Um... oh poor men. Women take your nuts and lure you to fly with them and then dump you and then they make you do all the chores and are never happy with what you do!
Fuck! Men never do any chores, they just scratch their nuts while lazying around on the couch. I just loathe the stupid chauvinism exposed to little kids, I mean the one that makes women look evil.

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the day has been quite great

Well, I dunno how the day will end and despite the fact that I'm still very much unable to eat, the day has been quite great.
The vet came over to check our dog. She has same weird dry patches and is shedding hairs. But she should be okay in no time.
Then my brother wanted to go swimming again today but he didn't wanna go alone to the nearer place cause there are some boys who are picking on him. So I said I'll go with him to straighten those boys out. When we got to the lake there were no boys and I actually went swimming. It was a little cold at first but it was quite okay in the shallow water. The water was also warmer far where it's deep but I can't really swim so I stayed near the shore.
On our way back my brother's bike broke so I peddled home quickly in hopes to get my molther's man to go and pick him up but my mother went instead on my bike and took some tools with her.
Anyway... later on, well just nowI finished playing badminton with my mother and her man.
Ws fun. Although all sorts of insects kinda tried to ruin it all.
Ahh, I cannot wait now to go to sauna and hopefully I'll be able to eat the pea porridge my mum's cooking.

Card Of The Day - Ixchel & Green Tara

So I was hoping for a good day but by the looks of these cards I'm not gonna have one. Gah, it's so lovely out and I wanna enjoy the weather, maybe go swimming. Damn anxiety!

Ugh, I wanna kill a gnat!

Ugh, I wanna kill a gnat!
They're fucking everywhere! I can't do a thing outside.