something that looks like a dandelion but is not

Had I known better I never would have been stung by a bee. I was walking in shamrock and didn't think it has flowers. Well, I was wrong. My mother loves shamrock so much she didn'tmow the lawn where it was growing (the tiny bit at the left side is the mowed lawn):

Yeah and had I known better I wouldn't have eaten strawberries that give me hives. I'm quite convinced that my immune system is a lil weak cause of the antidepressants I'm taking and that's why I had the fever when the bee stung me and the allergic reaction to strawberries.. I've quit eating the ones growing in the garden but I gathered some wild ones today and I just had to eat them:

Took the dogs for a run and saw this pretty yellow flower:

I'm thinking they're all weeds but the flowers are nice, like the purple ones. I didn't recoginse it while taking the pic but on the left side there's a flying bee:

This is an old farm building I believe.

That's our old shed/garage. My mother's (ex-)man says it's only matter of days before the thing collapses:

I dunno how my body will react to all the berries you can eat in the summer butI'm gonna eat them anyway. These ones here will go red soon:

And then something that looks like a dandelion but is not:


Yeah... so July is gonna be a bit boring since my doc is on her holiday. I don't really have any reasons to go to Tartu now. Although I'm thinking of meeting up with some girls on my forum. Dunno whether I'll go or not.
Speaking of... ugh, I cannot wait to be done with the pink look for the forum cause I've been doing it for forever. At least I've been able to stay away from the place for quite a while or... for limited activities.

Ughhh, I feel so uncomfortable cause of all the drama in the house.
I totally feel like getting away from it all cause I can't handle any kind of unnecessary negative emotion at the minute.
I didn't even feel this depressed when my grandparents died.
I need positive energy from somewhere.
Think I will ring my stepmother later on.

The ever so beautiful cornflowers

Well, other than crazy drama and man-hating that went down yesterday, it was a lovely enough day. I totally miss going to Tartu on bike so I thought I'd just go down there for no reason one of these days. I went for a bike ride yesterday so. I came across these little cuties:

Snail baby


Frog baby behind


Frog baby front

Oh my god, the lil frogs are so cute.

And I managed to get a half decent pic of the "labrador" we have:


And here's the pup in front of this pretty bush

And here are my fave flowers:


The ever so beautiful cornflowers

I wish all of this could be solved quicker

I'm really uncomfortable with the whole drama going on in our house
Damn men!
I wish all of this could be solved quicker cause I'm too scared to go anywhere here.
And I know from here on out the man will treat me like shit aswell.
I so wish I wasn't on my pills and didn't have the anxiety cause I'd move to Tartu right away - literally, get a job and live alone or away from here.

Anyone who thinks otherwise can suck dick or take it up their arse

Ughh.... I loathe it when men put their women down in public.
Men are dicks. End of. Anyone who thinks otherwise can suck dick or take it up their arse.
I hate hate hate hate hate men.