Right!?

So I can add yet another lad to the list who isn't my boyfriend, Martin.
God, he was stuck on my like a clam. Thought he was gonna break my ribs. Eugh... don't fancy him. I so want it to happen between me and the Kevin-dude, Marko. He is so cute! Don't think he's interested though since I sent him a message and he replied very briefly. Sent him a text asking him to come over today and he said he couldn't. Think if he was interested he'd say "Can't tonight but maybe some other night". Right!?
Wanna cuddle with him so bad!

And I'm almost twenty fucking seven!

Oh come one! What's a girl to do to get a boyfriend!?
So far I've had Stephen whom I dated for four months.
Then Connor who I dated for three days.
Then Robert whom I dated for three months.
Then was flirty friends with David and got down once with him.
Then my only boyfriend Ronan, whom I was in a relationship for a year and seven months.
Then a shag buddy Teet.
Then Magnus for a while.
Then Rando and that bastard raped me.
And now I had the fit guy but nothing's gonna come out of that.
Blahh....and I'm not counting the other nothings.
And I'm almost twenty fucking seven!

Oh and today was the unfortunate day I had to leave a lecture cause my anxiety was so bad. I'm thinking it was cause I hadn't eaten or cause my period is about to start.

Kevin McHale lookalike

Gah, just had a Kevin McHale lookalike over! Thank god we shagged!

birthday gift from the mother

Plus! I will get a new jacket for winter. It's my birthday gift from the mother. Yay! Cannot wait to wear it. I've become too fat for most of my clothes. It's the antidepressants for ya.

just talked economy

Woah, just talked economy with a guy. Never have I ever done it before.