English

I love Sam Smith!!! His voice is so amazing and he's just tremendously talented. Ed Sheeran's okay too.

TE16022015

normal better

Oh my god! I'm doing my own head in. Like, when I was younger I'd tell guys they couldn't be with me cause I was a virgin. I said I'd never sleep with them. Then I lost my virginity and things got better. A lot better, like normal better.
Now I tell guys I have an anxiety disorder and I can't do shit with them. I am so sick and tired of explaining what an anxiety disorder is. *eyeroll* I seriously hope there'll come a time in my life when I don't have to tell men about this stupid condition. Ughhh!

Maybe things will get better

Well, saw a doctor today. Well, a psychiatric nurse. I like her eventhough she gave me a few sheets about breathing exercises. *eyeroll*
She's kind enough to go for walks with me and she wants to ride the bus with me. And she suggested a good psychologist for me. Maybe things will get better.
Then I went to two grocery shops and the library. I said I would get Howl's Moving Castle the book and I did. In English. Yay!
I mean I did get little anxiety but it was nice to be outside.

TS10022015

gonna get through this week

Oh my god, I'm soooo craving for crisps or blue cheese or dried fish. But! I'm gonna get through this week without wasting any money on this crap.

dick cheese

Kanye West is dick cheese.