it started all over again

Yeah I rang a GP and she says my diarrhea is probably just a virus not a withdrawal symptom. I thought I was done with it but it woke me up today at 7 and it started all over again.

it's final

Okay I think this craxy diarrhea business is over. Like... I googeled some shit and I think it was a Mirtazapine withdrawal symptom. This pill I swear. I've been off of it before and I was fine but I had to go back on it cause I couldn't eat again. This time with these crazy symptoms I'd like to think it's final, going off that pill.

I have no fucking clue what is going on

So I have this fuckin'-ass diarrhea going on. Started at 7:30 in the morning. Who has diarrhea at that time!? I was sleeping and was woken by sharp pains in my abdomen. Super weird. I don't have a fever or feel poorly. I have no fucking clue what is going on. Could be the dried fish I had yesterday or the flu.

I'm insatiable

Haven't been here for a while. Yeah, blogging gets sidetracked when life is sort of good. And here I am, ranting again.
Yeah I've been off Mirtazapin for about a week now and my appetite is out of control!!! I'm insatiable. I feel constantly hungry, I could eat nonstop. So annoying. Like... I thought my appetite would plummet to nothing but ya... Ugh, I don't care about my looks but I just cannot afford to eat this much.

the hassle of the hustle bustle

5SOS are coming to Estonia!!! This is my only chance to see those lads in the flesh but they're only doing a show in Tallinn. Yeah I cannot get there in any way.
Like it would even be hard if I had to go to a massive gig like that but imagine going to another end of the country and staying in a strange hotel, plus the hassle of the hustle bustle of the concert. Yeah no can do.