water our beans

Fuck I hate gardening! Like I could've been at 5sos' gig last night but I had to water our beans.
And today been gardening for the most of the day. Weeding while listening to 5sos.

It's insulting

So this guy I was supposed to move in with, for lower rent not cause of relationshipy reasons... He invited me to cuddle naked. He said I could touch his junk. And he said he didn't mean it in a sexual way. WTF!?
It's insulting how stupid he thinks I am. Or maybe he himself is incredibly idiotic.

I wanna buy shit. Like food shit

Waiting for money like... *twiddles thumbs*
I better get my disability benefit tomorrow. I wanna buy shit. Like food shit.

going herbal

So I'm going herbal. I still need medication for work so I thought the herbal versions aren't as harsh to my body. I don't wanna get hooked on valium. Plus Cercual is also a bad pill.
Now I'm not completely knocking them cause they've served me soooooo well over the years but I wanna go easy on my body. :) My doc gave me a yes aswell on this.

31/5/2016

when I get there

Will have to leave for work soon. Anxiety is bad. :(
Hope it subsides when I get there.