56, 4 kilos. Yeah, bitches!!!

Okay, I don't know if it's a cold, PMS or just a first ever thing, but I have a headache.

I've had a bit of a sore head before but it's always been cause of a cold.

Today I have a very odd pain and I'm not sure what it is.

Plus the previous night was a nightmare.

Literally.

I think I woke myself up by making some sort of noise.

At the time I was kind of thinking that I heard a little boy's voice and that woke me up.

The second time I randomly opened my eyes and saw a little boy standing in the middle of my room.

I think it was kind of like a dream or something cause I know I woke myself up again by screaming and waving my hand to tell the boy to get away from me.

Weird.

I was spooked though.

I turned on the ceiling light and put on a film and tried going back to sleep.

I kept waking up and feeling funny though.

Maybe I've read too many ghost stories lately and it's having an impact on me.

I even took a painkiller for the pain but it didn't make a difference.

That kind of makes me quite sure it's a cold.

Ugh, I was gonna bring in the resignation notice to work today, but I don't really feel like going out.

I haven't even taken a shower yet.

Oh and I got to weigh myself yesterday.

56, 4 kilos.

Yeah, bitches!!! :D

I'm getting there.

Ehh.. to my normal weight.

The last time I weighed this much was when I was 16.

Give me another few months and I'll be 60 kilos.

That's my goal.

It makes me very happy when all my clothes are very very tight and I struggle when putting them on.

Like there's this skirt I wore when I didn't weigh as much and I could pull it down a bit to make it look longer.
Whereas now it just looks very very short cause it gets stuck around my ass.

K said it's a bit slutty and that she could see my butt cheeks and all, but the skirt was so tight on me it kept my arse in place, it wasn't all jiggly like normally.

Oh while typing this I got a phone call from a woman who's involved with the volunteering business.

I'm meeting her next Wednesday at 2 to talk about some garden I'll be working at.

Meeting her at a restaurant called Cupcake.

I don't even know where it is. Have to go find out before next week.

Anyways, I'm off to... try and cook lunch and shower and just in case I'll cleanse my room with my Californian sage. I don't want to see that little boy again.

User rating 2.9/10

Oh and another thing, I bought the film Material Girls.

Oh dear, I wish I hadn't.

It's so so so rubbish.

It's not funny, it's not dramatic, it's just rubbish.

Even the girls' outfits/make up/hairdo's are not cool ro whatever they're meant to be.

I only bought the film cause I wanted mindless comedy, but it's too mindless and as I already said not funny.

Nothing against the girls themselves, but... ugh.

Well, got this bit of statistics off The Internet Movie Database website. 2.9 indeed.

Oh and I've got a new followe, llasunshine:

Very nice. At least I know who this person is, a lovely young lady.

Glee: Asian incest erotica

Well, well, well.

What do you make of the "Glee: Trailer Sex Ban" article?

I know what I make of it.

I think it's Asian incest erotica.

And Glee is promoting it.

Well, the girl's Asian.

And she herself said that they're like a family.

And come on, any normal person acting like that is riding.

I mean each to their own, but seriously who wants to see those two kissing and shit on their TV.

1. It's like watching someone's personal sex video. Get a room or even a trailer, one without a camera in it.

Or if you want a camera don't put the video on inernational TV.

2. Don't get all touchy feely and say you're family, you're feeding the kids a very wrong idea.

Whatever otherwise.

I found this good looking guy on internet but I don't really know his name or anything about him at all.

But I'll do my homework and find out. ;)

So today has been a bit better healthwise but still a bit weird.

Ugh and the psychologist sessions are so bad.

Too much exposure!!!

Will be handing in my leaving note tomorrow.

Oh and I'm not sure how my money business goes.

Things are very uncertain.

Thank god, someone in the crew has some sense

Okay, I think my skin is officially anti-tanning.

I don't seem to catch any sun at all.

Boo.

Just seen the Alan Carr show with the three Glee people on.

Thank god, someone in the crew has some sense.

Matthew Morrison has got to be the most normal out of them all.

Er...whatever the Jenna girl was talking about.

Positivity and underdogs and what?! Try cheesiness.

Well, as it turned out the girl has never been bullied so how dare she talk about "underdogs".

Go sing your happy song and be cheesy!

And whatever Kevin was talking about.

Glee memebers are real people!?

There is no one like that among the people I know.

The show is pure cheese so stop talking about some shitty positive impact and the realness of it.

I have to agree with Matthew though.

The show is as good and popular as it is cause of the songs.

Full stop.

Nobody cares for the story or the characters.

Anyways, I hope I'll feel better today and can go out.

I should have some friends coming over.

Oh and I reinstalled my Sims 3 game all over again last night.

Just as soon as I go to play mode it crashes.

I'm done complaining and giving out about it cause well the EA people are naturally shitheads and shitheads they will be til the day they day, which is pretty soon I hope. And hopefully they'll release a permanent fix before they drop dead.

Not that much going on.

Well, since you cannot get a picture of Kevin without that black haired "best friend" these days, I've decided to find someone else to fancy.

I seriously don't wanna see those two slobbering all over each other in their "best friendly" manner. It'll give me nightmares, I swear.

So I've been looking at pics of some chaps.

Well, first in line was Topher Grace.

Yeah, he's like good looking and in my favourite TV show, but I just don't fancy him.

I also looked up Charlie Simpson who I used to fancy.

Nope. He's not doing it for me anymore.

I was quite desperate for a while and even looked at pics of Zac Efron.

Er... no. I don't care how big of a Hollywood eyecandyt he is.

Oh and the lad from Skins.

No, not doing it for me.

Oh and Harry Judd.

He's decent, but no.

Well, maybe I'll get lucky and find someone realistic to fancy.

Oh and I just gotta advertise it more:

Home Sheep Home

I just love the game!!!

Been watching some films over and over again.

Went for a walk alone, texted people.

Not that much going on.