a few one night stands

Okay, so I basically have a lad who's willing to be my boyfriend.
Ughhh..I dunno if it's right though. I mean the one guy I really fancy doesn't want me. The guy I have a chance with, I mean he's okay looking and all and we get on but I don't feel the kinda spark like I do with the other dude. Why can't I for once in my life, get what I want and who I want.
I don't give a shit that I slept with the fit guy, I want him for myself, like for regular shagging and cuddling and stuff.
We'll see how that goes.

Anyway, have a test on Friday. Ugh, the tests just keep getting harder and harder. I don't wanna do them anymore. I hope I get at least 5 points for the test. I'm making cheats tomorrow cause there's no way I'll be able to know the stuff by heart.

And then it's onto my mother's place! And my birthday!!!! Yay! :D Hopefully my dad's family can make it over to my mum's place.
Ahhh, cannot wait for the weekend.

Oh and I wanna shag someone. Think I'll have a few one night stands before deciding on the dude.

Well done, Taylor

being a whore

Okay, yesterday I met up with yet another lad. Seemed kinda okay. He brought me flowers. Three roses. Luckily they're not red, pinkish white.
Didn't sleep with him so that's something new.
Think it was my mother's talk that made me change my natural routine. She said I was being pretty much a whore. I didn't think there's anything wrong with being a whore but she said I need a good positive relationship and it might just help me with my anxiety. She told me not to be so open. We'll see.

Glee The Role You Were Born To Play reivew

Oh fuck, if it's not Kurt and Blaine all lovey dovey, we have to put up with them crying over eahc other.

I kinda have a feeling the show is gonna fail real bad amongst the die hard fans when all these new people come in.

Well, I must say it was a rather good solution to make Finn the leader of Glee club.

On a personal note, didn't go to class today cause I'm so embarrassed for not being able to learn stuff. I just can't study...nothing sticks.


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Right!?

So I can add yet another lad to the list who isn't my boyfriend, Martin.
God, he was stuck on my like a clam. Thought he was gonna break my ribs. Eugh... don't fancy him. I so want it to happen between me and the Kevin-dude, Marko. He is so cute! Don't think he's interested though since I sent him a message and he replied very briefly. Sent him a text asking him to come over today and he said he couldn't. Think if he was interested he'd say "Can't tonight but maybe some other night". Right!?
Wanna cuddle with him so bad!