G or V?

Ahhh, I just love having toy boys! Had one over just now. Raigo.
He kinda was talking about a relationship aswell. Um, this might get tricky since another lad was kinda talking about it too. Raivo.
We'll see.

I'm officially 27 now

Blub. I'm officially 27 now. Friday was a crappy day. Haven't really felt like eating for a few days. Don't know if it's the anxiety or just a cold. Have a little fever and all. I hope it won't last long. Will go to bed soon, hopefully when I wake up I'll feel better. Cause like... we're making salad and we have a cake, I'd like to be able to eat.
And it took me forever to watch Glee cause I felt so ugh. Was okay I guess.

a few one night stands

Okay, so I basically have a lad who's willing to be my boyfriend.
Ughhh..I dunno if it's right though. I mean the one guy I really fancy doesn't want me. The guy I have a chance with, I mean he's okay looking and all and we get on but I don't feel the kinda spark like I do with the other dude. Why can't I for once in my life, get what I want and who I want.
I don't give a shit that I slept with the fit guy, I want him for myself, like for regular shagging and cuddling and stuff.
We'll see how that goes.

Anyway, have a test on Friday. Ugh, the tests just keep getting harder and harder. I don't wanna do them anymore. I hope I get at least 5 points for the test. I'm making cheats tomorrow cause there's no way I'll be able to know the stuff by heart.

And then it's onto my mother's place! And my birthday!!!! Yay! :D Hopefully my dad's family can make it over to my mum's place.
Ahhh, cannot wait for the weekend.

Oh and I wanna shag someone. Think I'll have a few one night stands before deciding on the dude.

Well done, Taylor

being a whore

Okay, yesterday I met up with yet another lad. Seemed kinda okay. He brought me flowers. Three roses. Luckily they're not red, pinkish white.
Didn't sleep with him so that's something new.
Think it was my mother's talk that made me change my natural routine. She said I was being pretty much a whore. I didn't think there's anything wrong with being a whore but she said I need a good positive relationship and it might just help me with my anxiety. She told me not to be so open. We'll see.