This just in: a tan

Gah, me and Anette planned to sunbathe in the back garden but went for a walk instead.
Anyway, I only noticed now that my shoulders are red.
Super!
If the weather is the same tomorrow, I'm outside in my bikini all day.

Wow, I was not expecting that to happen now. :)

Do not and never

Wow, so about 2 weeks ago it was snowing and I was absolutely freezing when outside.

Today, on the other hand, I was roasting.

And I was only wearing "this certain cut" jeans and a tank top.

Went for a walk with Anette for a change.

Went all the way up to Curragh. Yes, where the sheep poo lays all over the ground.

Got bad blisters on my feet, Anette gave me  three plasters.

One with some Disney princesses and others were blue with yellow fish on them.

Yeah, had about 5 or 6 cars honking at us.

Got a text from landlord. He wants rent. Ugh.

I so hope the course isn't on next week, I have no money and I want to do the course so bad.

Um, oh I think I've gained weight.

I weighed myself a few weeks back and I was the same as usually, but I feel fatter.

And when Katriona took pics of me I looked meatier than normal in them.

And I had difficulties getting my jeans on today.

Had chicken stir fry with rice.

Stuffed and sleepy now.

Still nice and sunny out, maybe will go somewhere again.

Bare foot though, my feet are too sore for shoes.

Oh and the other day when I was in Dublin, there were people gathering signatures for some racism business.

It was to do with black people and racism.

I took a leaflet, but didn't sign anything.

I guess I am quite racist towards polish people, eventhough it's their own fault.

They're the ones acting like their better than everyone else and like they own the world.

And there was a person giving out leaflets about abortion.

If I could have signed something against that I would have.

Like the leaflet says, "Abortion never saves a woman's life...it just kills a baby".

And, "Abortion is the intentional killing of an innocent unborn child" and, "There are absolutely no medical conditions which require an abortion to save the life of the mother" and my own quote: the excuses for abortion - "having a child at a young age or when you're not financially or maritally stable" are just bollocks. Gibberish.

I do not supprt abortion and I never will.

Wrecked

So my statements "I hate dogs" and "Dogs are annoying and stupid" were proved very right last night, by a dog.

A neighbours bastard kept barking all night non-stop so I was up til around half three.

Then I went to sleep downstairs in the living room.

I really needed a good sleep though to look fresh and bright cause I had the photo shoot today, for the acting agency type of thing.

Yeah, I found the place ok, wasn't hidden anywhere unfindable in Dublin's dodgy grotty ghetto.

Had to fill in a form, was just basic information.

For availability I ticked the "anytime" box.

I didn't tick the "anywhere" box. Have to look up where all the places are before deciding on them.

Payed 99 euro, so.

It'll take up to three weeks to get my profile set up on the website.

If the pics come out nice and I have some acting experiences to write down there, I will post a link here. :)

I got really nervous though and I didn't even have to do any acting yet.

Will see how next week will go if the course is still on.

Oh, I was sitting next to an older man and he said he was on a soap two days ago.

Wow! :D Not.

Well, he said it like he was showing off.

Anyways, afterwards I was walking around Dublin.

Went to McDonald's, got filet-of-fish with full slice of cheese and mayo instead of tartar sauce.

Saw a few people from my own country, well heard.

Then some French people, Germans who were feeding birds, British woman at a bus stop with a cello (or maybe double bass, I can't tell by the case) and loadsa other nationalities.

I also saw a monk.

The men in Dublin are so fashionable and done up they look down right ladylike.

There were a few lookers.

Anyways, got back to my hometown.

On my way home I stopped by the neighbour's house who has the damn loud dog.

Talked to the son first. He looked and sounded a bit of dope head.

I mean he probably is an easy person to get on with, but you cannot sort out a loud dog business with him.

Talked to his mother and father - apparently other neighbours have been complaining about the dog as well.

Yeah, home now and totally wrecked.

So excited about the photos, want my profile to be up already!

I heard the song somewhere in Dublin, plus I adore the girl (I've possibly posted the video before)

I had a little squee moment when I saw I had someone from USA, Plano looking at my blog.

Ha! :D Whoever it was, they reminded me of how fit Kevin McHale is. He's so sexy it's unreal!

Corazón a corazón

Wow, I received a letter today asking me to send in pictures of me or my video-reel.

And talk about my acting experience.

For immediate consideration.

I have nothing!

I'll have Katriona take pictures of me when she gets home.

Okay and today I have to go down to Social Welfare to talk about my money business.

Ugh, and my landlord's back from holiday tomorrow, hunting me down for rent money.

Yeah...got to do all that. Hopefully it won't be all bad news.

Some light heartedness:

Nice energy and vibe!

People suck!

Yeah, people suck.

I'm not gonna be put down.

And I'm not gonna let people put down my ideas.

I've gotta do what I've gotta do.