The sound of a firing machine gun

I seriously dislike shooting games. The sound of a firing machine gun annoys me! Both of my brothers are fond of those horrible computer games where some eejit runs around and kills people. So fun, like!
I just told my brother off for playing that horrible game and to turn down the volume. He said he didn't wanna play any "women's games". And I said those shooting games are not for men, they're for idiots.

life has turned into shit again

Well, my life has turned into shit again. What with being anxious all the time and able to eat.
My mother said it would be best if I went back to hospital but I so don\t want to becuase it feels like prison. And what is the point in going back if it doesn\t help. If it did then I wouldn\t be such a wreck right now.

Oh and what are the lifelines for when you ring on one of those numbers and nobody answers the phone? Well, eventually I got a hold of this man and we chatted and I told him my tranquillizers are not helping, they just make me sleepy and he said it's cause my anxiety/depression is too severe/deep.
Yeah and then I called the ambulance. Just to talk to a doctor cause I didn't want to be taken to hospital. Plus my little brother is over visiting me so I can't even go. I feel so bad about it though, I was too much of a wreck today to even cook for him, let alone do stuff with him.
The ambulance woman gave me some doctor's number adn I talked to her aswell but me credit went low so it was cut off.

Anyway, I'm full of diazepam and mirtazapine now...so I'll try to get some sleep.

I might have retarded babies and I have to pay for them? No, thanks

Okay, I'm really not feeling the feeling sick thing for days! Ugh, I got my omeprazole, so it's time I started feeling normal.
I just can't sleep cause everytime I lay down I start feeling so sick. I got about 8 hours sleep last night so....that's kinda good.

Anyway, my brother is coming over today so hopefully we can do stuff together and I won't be feeling sick. His birthday is coming up so I bought him stuff which he hopefully likes. Will see.

Oh and I heard the radiation from Japan has reached Finland, so I'm sure it's in Estonia by now aswell. Okay...I'm not happy with the Japanese. Okay, lots of people died and all but the rest of the world or the next generations of the world don't have to suffer cause of them. :/ And they want the rest of the world to donate money to them?! I might have retarded babies and I have to pay for them? No, thanks to both of those.

Okay, as a child I loved The Lion King but I've just seen the sequel and...well...I don't wanna say anything bad but it's waaaayy too violent. It was about revenge and killing all the time, so many negative characters.

Now, like!

Okay, I need to find a bike to buy! Now, like!

I'd sure like Artie non-superficially for his personality and nature when he looked like Kevin McHale

http://www.digitalspy.co.uk/ustv/s57/glee/news/a310471/kevin-mchale-praises-glee-romance.html

Erm...what a load of gibberish Mr McHale is talking. I'd sure like Artie non-superficially for his personality and nature when he looked like Kevin McHale.