Saturday, March 18, 2017

debts or state budgets

One more thing for today... I don't understand how countries have debts or state budgets. Like, who's in control of all the money in the world? Can't the governments of countries just make more money when they need it?

bad advice

Okay... just remembered something.
Apparently I give bad advice lol. Was kicked out of a FB group a while back. There was a woman saying how she had made a post in that anxiety support group and nobody had replied to her. And I said everyone's just so caught up in their own problems that they simply did not see others' problems and that if she wants undivided attention she should see a therapist who is there only for her. Next thing I know I'm banned. I didn't say it to be mean, I just said it matter of factly.
And then mum said she might have problems with her thyroid. And she's always going on about how fat she is. So I said when she will have problems with her thyroid she might really balloon up so she should enjoy her current body while she has it. I was trying to put things into perspective and have a positive outlook on the issue. She laughed but said it was mean of me. No! I was being supportive.
Damn it. :)

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Oh and as a sidenote, my disability thingy came through yesterday. I am still disabled but dunno how much money I'll be getting. Til the next month I guess.

Thursday, March 16, 2017

Spring is awesome!

Well, as I expected. The meeting was postponed til next week. Shit, if they keep the contract I will get a raise. It sounds too good to be true.
Anyway, that morning sun made me so happy but I had to suppress it cause I thought I'd be hearing bad news about work. Now I don't care I'm gonna be happy about the day. Spring is awesome!
Yeah and yesterday I didn't take Olanzapine. Will try to go off of it again.

The sun is up!

Okay, it's like 7.10am and I still haven't gone to bed. And it's not just light already outside. The sun is up! Does that mean it's finally spring!? :D
I hope I will get good news about my job aswell.