Tuesday, April 11, 2017

little golden bell

A thing I love: tracking an online delivery item.
When mum was over we ordered a bunch of stuff. It's so exicitng looking at the tracker to see what is going on with the items.
Oh and the other day when I got Lembit's old laptop off of mum we went to town together. She bought me slippers, some underwear. And! I got a bell for my bike. A little golden bell.
I love it! It makes this really faint fairy tinkle. Better than nothing. Why I bought this particular one was cause it's easily removable. See the rubber sling. I can't have the ones that you have to screw on cause as seen people in my building like to steal things. So now I have removable lights and bell. Yay!
Oh and today was the last day I took iron. Called the doc today three times but no one answered. Will try again tomorrow. I hope it's normal. I don't wanna take any pills anymore. Oh and not to jinx it but Olanzapin tapering off is going great. :)

Friday, April 07, 2017

hardcore pms

Holy crap! Wednesday night I was hardcore pms'ing. I threw my external keyboard at my laptop cause it was not typing what I wanted it to type. And the fucking thing hit the screen!!! My laptop's done now. The screen is totally busted. Went to the shop in the morning to retrieve some files from the laptop. It works with an external monitor. But yeah a new one ia badly needed now. If it wasn't for my shitty tooth I would have bought a new laptop today.
Yeah been torturing my phone today.  Took my internet stick sim card and inserted that into my phone.

TS642017

Thursday, March 30, 2017

one sock

So the guy who my co-worker thought I had a crush on... Asked him today about the girlfriend-Facebook thing. He started saying I had added him on instagram. I never have! lol And then he simply said then it's not me and problem solved. Okay.

Also, I go to sleep with my socks on. When it's warm enough I take them off with my feet, so the socks stay at the foot of my bed. So, how the hell did I ever wake up this morning with one sock on my damn pillow!? I have absolutely no idea how it got there. So weird.

terrified of them

Oh dear. I feel sooo sooo sleepy. Am too scared to go to sleep. I don't want any toothaches anymore. If I get an ache then I gotta buy the antibiotics and take them. I'm terrified of them.

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

unravelled

Oh dear. Some shit unravelled at work today :D
Oh man. All this time I've been conversing with my co-worker about my crush and she has been telling me about him. Today we found out we have been talking about two different people all along. For months.
Argghh, I'm back to square one on that front again. I can't even remember how it unravelled but she said he had broken up with his girlfriend and was looking for some new ones. On facebook apparently. And she told me to hit him up on there. And I said I don't even know his last name. And then she said they have name placards on desks. And I was like, "What!?" Cause my crush works in the garage part fixing cars. Ain't nobody got any desks or name placards over there. And then we realised we have been talking about two different guys all this time.
Like, she had previously told me to talk to him and I was like I can't, cause I never see him. And she today said she thought it was really weird I don't see him cause we work in the same part of the building.
Oh and he doesn't have a daughter either. My co-worker is russian and she messes up words like "tütar", "tütarlaps" and "tüdruk".
Fuuucckk! :D What a crazy fucking day! Starting with my tooth and then I learn I know absolutely nothing about my actual crush and know shit about this other dude. Like this other dude my co-worker was talking about I've talked to him quite a lot, especially when I started working there and I have no feelings for him whatsoever.
Also if I understood this correctly, apparently I added the dude's girlfriend to my friend list on Facebook. I have old family members there and about 4 friends. Who of them dates him!? One of them must have dumped him. I wanna ask him tomorrow. Cause I do not add random strangers to my friend list on there.
Also all I know about my crush now is that he is "the intelligent type" and "a good chap".