Sure thing, doc!

...
*scoff*
And I swear I've been thinking of going to emergency myself. But I know there's no point cause they'll tell me there's nothing they can do, it's the GP and specialists' job to take care of my condition.

Shit, I know it all too well. Went to the emrgency last weekend and was told exactly this. I'd love to go now too but nothing will be done so I'm just suffering.
Emergency said they do not do them all over scans. GP said she doesn't refer to the scan. Said the ambulance does it. lol Sure thing, doc! The ambulance won't even take me to the hospital much less will they do a scan on me when the damn ambulance takes me to the emergency. I've been there, they do not do it.

Might have to quit

Okay I'm dying big time right now!
If the doc still says it's cause of allergy on Tuesday I'll throw a fit.
My back is on fire! I have zero physical stamina. I mean literally. I have no clue how I'm supposed to work. Might have to quit.

Made me chuckle

If I felt better I would have laughed hard.

If dying is fun then I'm having a fucking ball right now!

Yeh..

at night they put a smile on my face

So yeah, it's dark outside. Obviously.
I love seeing all the dark windows on those blocks of flats around me.
I love how people are being all natural. Doesn't matter who you are, where you are or what you do, you sleep.
And I love how people are doing something so humane together, without realizing it. It is so cute and sweet.
And I love how the dark windows indicate people feel safe and comfortable enough to rest, just like it is in the wild with animals. There's probably someone struggling in the dark but don't think it's the majority. And I most likely couldn't stand probably any one of those sleepers when they're awake.
But at night they put a smile on my face. When you take away all that pretentious and stupid social crap... humans are so adorable.