Er, has some sort of a time travel taken place?

Er, has some sort of a time travel taken place?

This thing was in my Drafts since May 29th 2010, filmed in Newbridge, Ireland

The more you look at it the pinker it gets

The best!


Plus, got my forum's look done. The more you look at it the pinker it gets.

first official time

Well. This is the first official time I've applied for university.
I went for Tartu Tervishoiu Kõrgkool. And applied for Bioanalyst and Health Protection Specialist. They're applied courses. And as far as I know, with degree.

There were a lot of good courses at Eesti Maaülikool aswell but it was harder to get in and I missed the deadline. I was gonna go for Hydrobiology there.

I hope they still consider me at the Tervishoiu Kõrgkool cause since I've been sick I haven't been able to bike to Tartu and get my pic taken to send it with the application. At the minute I have the best chance at Bioanalyst (paid), then Health Protection Specialist (on the budget) and then Bioanalyst (on the budget). There will be a test aswell, well... just a conversation... and I hope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I won't get my anxiety at the time. I will fucking beat the crap out of myself if I do.

And if I don't get in, I will do my final exams next year again. I fucking have to cause I've been lulling around for the last two years and I don't wanna waste another year doing fuck all.

And just in case I don't get in I'll be looking for diploma courses for the coming academic year.

such a rich bitch

Wow, so I remember back in the good old days when the grass was greener, I had minor anxiety and worked at McDonald's at minimum wage, getting about 9,50 per hour. We got paid fortnightly and the biggest amount I ever got for two weeks was about 800 euros. But I never got 2000 euros for a month, it was alway around 1500. So and when we got euros in Estonia I learned that both, my mother's aswell as my father's family don't make it up to even 1000 euros in a month. Damn, I was such a rich bitch!
I remember like...having 200 for food for two weeks, 200 to buy new clothes for two weeks and saving the last 200. Damn!!! I spent like 20 fucking euros on food a day, or got a delivery everyday for a 20. I was fucking indipendant and fucking rich for a single person! It's so unreal to even think about it now.

Gah, and to amount to my anxiety and depression I got a fucking cold. I fucking knew something would go to shit! I told my mother it would and it did and she didn't believe me.
Like, we had this glorious day of family skinny dipping, then the next day I was home alond and swam. Then the next the family camehome with a family friend who I was thrilled to see. He helped me to sort out some of the college business. And we went swimming, twice. And the water was so cold. I didn't even realise I had a cold til a few days later when I told my mother I was feeling like shit and my Valium drops weren't helping. She then said it must be a cold. I took my temperature and bam! I had a fever. I've had it for almost a week now.

When we were skinny dipping I said it was such a good day and something must go horriblyworng soon cause I can never enjoy anything. My mother said not to be so negative and blah blah blah. See, I was right!? I'm fucking sick in summer! Cause of swimming! Fuck!

back up your shitty words with actions or don't fucking say the things!

So I was all excited over the fact that Kevin might be leaving Glee for once and for all. And then I saw these interviews with him in Australia. Ughhh.... I sincerely hoped they had got over the whole "underdog" issue.
Glee is bullshit like Gaga. Just throwing big words at people and grabbing their money.
I swear my shit was boiling when Kevin said the show tackles some really big issues or whatever the fuck his exact words were. I cannot believe someone that hot can be so stupid or weak to (be made to) say such things.
Oh wow, they said "underdog"! Then they said "teen pregnancy". Then "bullying". Then "body image" And the show really is about sleeping around. It's just random words thrown at people, fucking word vomit.
This shit angers me so much. If you don't fucking back up your shitty words with actions don't fucking say the things!
Jaysas, what a bimbo Kevin is. Just a nice packaging.