I just wanna show it off

Okay... =D Now it's my cooch's turn to be at number one:

 Okay...I have this newfound excitement about my body. I know I'm unfit and shit but I love my body and I wanna show it off. A guy on the website asked my why I was uploading such pics when I'm not looking for sex. I didn't feel like replying and justifying my decision to him. But that's exactly why...I just wanna show it off.

Yeah and my mouse battery just died. Ugh. Won't get a new one til tomorrow. I only have three euros left for this week. And I'm sort of a psychic. Yesterday when I was riding my bike I thought of going into the shop and buying a new battery for my mouse. Damn, why didn't I!?

Yeah...on friday, as per usual, I will be going to my mother's place. Crappy thing is, they will be going to some sort of a lake with the family. And I obviously won't be going cause of my anxiety. Shit!
I have to stay at home and work. Mow the lawn and weed.

I'll stay 25 forever

New URL, new look.
I wonder if I'll ever change the description of myself on the right. I'll stay 25 forever on my blog :)

undoable

I got in from a bike ride about 20 mins ago. Yeah... my anxiety suck so much!!!
I went to ride in the rich part of town with the nice houses and it reminded me how I can't get a job cause of my health. Like, I will never ever live in a beautiful house like that cause I just cannot afford it. I'll probably stay in a rented appartment for the rest of my life.
Yeah and I keep pushing men away cause cause of my anxiety I cannot be in a relathionship. Anything that requires commitment and responsibility gives me major anxiety.
And then I rode past the Tamme stadium where people, mostly men, were playing basketball, football, volleyball and were just having a good time. And that reminded me of how I cannot enjoy myself cause of the anxiety. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! I wish I was a man with ball playing skills. If I cannot have that then I wish I didn't have anxiety. Looks like both are undoable.

totally caught the selfie bug

Yeah..I've totally caught the selfie bug. Well...I'm in town and have nothing to do.

pics from the road to Tartu

Ahh, just arrived in Tartu. Was such a nice ride.

Yeah, took a few pics when I was resting at bus stops :)

Got a phone call today from an unknown number. Thought it might be some workplace. Didn't answer cause I chickened out.