the basis of the myths that teenage girls bring out the poltergeists in houses

Well, well, yet again I got reminded how evil teenage girls are. :D
Seriously, this is the basis of the myths that teenage girls bring out the poltergeists in houses and shit cause they have no souls. I swear it's fucking scary and spooky sometimes how heartless those little bitches are :D
And I cannot believe I'm working my ass off for someone like that and spend hours and hours, days and weeks on working on the forum and shit. Wow...I mean that's just nature but it makes me even more certain that when I have a baby I want a boy. I had enough battles when I was a teenager and lived with my mother and my grandmother. The only woman and bitch in my family is going to be me.
Yeah....it's fucking scary and I don't think I like it or want to be around it anymore. I mean I was happy to provide a place for chat and help but when they're so carnivorous towards each other I want to get the hell out.

Man, am I glad I'm not in my teens anymore

 Well, I posted stuff in my earlier entry but since I don't have any text to go with the following pics I put the text from my earlier post in here:
Man, am I glad I'm not in my teens anymore. It's a weird weird world. Like, when you're a teen then it's like everything inside of you and right around you is shit and the rest of the world is like heaven. And you're so desperately trying to place yourself somewhere out there where the grass seems greener. But when you get older it's like everything inside of you and right around you is the safest place ever and the rest of the world is super scary and you'll do whatever to protect your nearest and dearest from the world.

So my mum's dog had her puppies. It's all kind of...ugly

My little brother putting together this...wooden snake thingy.

 He's the weirdest kid. He doesn't like cheese or cheesecake!

Card Of The Day - Abundantia

Okay, the only thing that was poured on me today, in abundance was snow. I have no idea what this is meant to mean. Erm...it said I might get extra time for something out of something. Um, better not be hospital talk again!

Wells, I read the biology book. I'm still not finished with the first book.Ughh...

Card Of The Day - Eireen (jumping, upside down)

Well, there's nothing like an upside down card jumping at you! How wonderful is it that a piece of paper cannot wait til the cards are dealt and has to jump out ot deliver the bad message? Well, looks like i really need to get down to business with peace-enhancing activities. Yeah, the bike ride today was not so peaceful cause there were many times when I almost fell over cause the roads are so slippery. Ughh...I don't know of any peaceful activities! Eh....what?! What. Am. I. Supposed. To. Do?

Oh and it's my brother's birthday today. Don't have any credit on my phone so I'll send him an e-mail.

Card Of The Day - Ostara and Ixchel

So since my brother was visiting me I kinda didn't have time to do cards. Anyway, here are my cards for today:
Ostara, the first one. Okay I gotta say when talking about fertility I very much think of pregnancy and shit. And this card indicates it but I think we're looking at something else here. It says my desire will fulfill in springtime which hopefully indicates my exams will go well and I will get into some good university.
If it doesn't mean that then it might mean a new idea is a very good investment or it's a good time to start something new and make changes. This made me think of riding the bike which I've been doing for two days now...so....
Another thing may be that "I will be involved with a successful child business". It might mean that my brother coming over meant our relationship got stronger which would be quite obvious.
Well, since it might mean so many things I thought it is necessary to pull another card, especially cause ostara might also mean a resurrection of the old. That made me worry cause I've had bad anxiety recently and I haven't been able tpo eat properly, very much like during the summer before and during the hospital. Ugh...and well....unfortunately the next card that was supposed to give some explanation is health related - Ixchel.
Man....back when I lived in Ireland and was very very depressed I constantly got this card. Sometimes several times in a row. I kinda used to think of it as a protecting goddess or card. Like when I did the energy cleansing course, Ixchel would always be on my mind. Not that I particulary believe in any gods or spirits but I take it as a symbol of a feeling/situation/etc. The card says either I'm being healed or should start a healing process. I really really hope it doesn't mean I have to go to hospital.

All this makes me think of the card I got a while back that said I was gonna be very sensitive and shit. I guess if you overthink and analyze it it kinda came true. And I guess the Earth card was thrown in there cause of Japan.